May 03, 2005 16:20
How do you know when you're in love? Travis and I have only been going out for a little over a month..but I'm happier when I'm with him than I have been since before my dad died (a little over a year and a half ago). I haven't felt the way I do about him with any of my previous boy friends and I can't imagine what I'd do if I lost him. Am I in love? Am I just weird? Why do I get butterflies just thinking about him? I don't know what it is. Since I've been with him I've been happier, more responsible (don't know how that happened), my grades have come up from F's and C's to A's and B's in every class. There's just something about him that caused this phenomenal change in me. I can be so unhappy, but all I have to do is think about him, the sound of his voice, the cute little faces he makes, just the feel of his arms around me...and I'm so much better. I don't know what this is...it's kinda scary feeling like I'm no longer in control of my emotions...it seems like he controls them...
Help!!!!!!!!