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anyone feel the need for an update? well i feel the need to write one so you get one anyways. i dont really remember exactly what was going on with me the last time i wrote an entry. ill start with the last few weeks and probably wander off from there.
the last few weeks for me have been this massive up and down emotional rollercoaster. ive been manic, ive been depressed, ive been in the middle. ive been stressed and exhausted, ive been busy and ive been bored. there were two weeks in february that i didnt work at all, one due to flu and one due to my lab being closed. this caused the moneyflow to be pretty much nonexistant. ive been making budgets and keeping an eye on bank accounts and that sort of thing. for now im kind of in limbo. my parents are loaning me limited amounts of money for personal use (for things like food/gas) and theyre loaning me money for my taxes so i dont get thrown in jail. HOPEFULLY this stress will all come to an end in two weeks when i get paid from both my internship AND my call center job i started this week. though i doubt it because my apartment complex is being kind of stupid right now. maybe stupid is the wrong word, but they didnt keep their word on what kind of notice they would give for the work theyre doing, and they also changed the amount of time it was going to take. AND they didnt inform me of this until i started working 11 hours a day. im frustrated. but theres not much i can do so im just dealing with it.
other than that...ive been chilling with terry. we went and saw juno last saturday and it was really cute. he said he thought it was ok, but overhyped and i would agree with that. but it was still cute in that way that napoleon dynamite is cute. i also got a new pair of work pants for this call center job cause its business casual and all of my business casual pants are HUGE on me. turns out in the last year i went from a size 18 to a size 10. i was shocked as hell! i seriously put the 12's on thinking there was no way they were going to fit and when i came out of the dressing room terry said he thought they looked too big. sure enough, the 10's fit a lot better.
umm...what else? i kind of went through another friend transition stage. though i dont think its fair to call it that. it was more of a growth stage for different relationships. a readjustment perhaps? whatever. ive improved my relationships with many of my friends that really mean a lot to me. ive been making more of an effort to remain in contact with people. though, with my new schedule im sure thats not going to go over well.
speaking of my new schedule...here it is!
Sunday
Metavante 4:30pm-1:00am
Monday
ChimerX 10:30am-3:30pm
Tuesday
Therapy 9am-10am
ChimerX 10:30am-3:30pm
Metavante 4:30pm-1:00am
Wednesday
ChimerX 10:30am-3:30pm
Metavante 4:30pm-1:00am
Thursday
ChimerX 10:30am-3:30pm
Metavante 4:30pm-1:00am
Friday
Class 12:30pm-1:20pm
Metavante 4:30pm-1:00am
Saturday
homework!
so im pretty much NEVER available. ugh. sucks to be me for the next few months.
the last few weeks for me have been this massive up and down emotional rollercoaster. ive been manic, ive been depressed, ive been in the middle. ive been stressed and exhausted, ive been busy and ive been bored. there were two weeks in february that i didnt work at all, one due to flu and one due to my lab being closed. this caused the moneyflow to be pretty much nonexistant. ive been making budgets and keeping an eye on bank accounts and that sort of thing. for now im kind of in limbo. my parents are loaning me limited amounts of money for personal use (for things like food/gas) and theyre loaning me money for my taxes so i dont get thrown in jail. HOPEFULLY this stress will all come to an end in two weeks when i get paid from both my internship AND my call center job i started this week. though i doubt it because my apartment complex is being kind of stupid right now. maybe stupid is the wrong word, but they didnt keep their word on what kind of notice they would give for the work theyre doing, and they also changed the amount of time it was going to take. AND they didnt inform me of this until i started working 11 hours a day. im frustrated. but theres not much i can do so im just dealing with it.
other than that...ive been chilling with terry. we went and saw juno last saturday and it was really cute. he said he thought it was ok, but overhyped and i would agree with that. but it was still cute in that way that napoleon dynamite is cute. i also got a new pair of work pants for this call center job cause its business casual and all of my business casual pants are HUGE on me. turns out in the last year i went from a size 18 to a size 10. i was shocked as hell! i seriously put the 12's on thinking there was no way they were going to fit and when i came out of the dressing room terry said he thought they looked too big. sure enough, the 10's fit a lot better.
umm...what else? i kind of went through another friend transition stage. though i dont think its fair to call it that. it was more of a growth stage for different relationships. a readjustment perhaps? whatever. ive improved my relationships with many of my friends that really mean a lot to me. ive been making more of an effort to remain in contact with people. though, with my new schedule im sure thats not going to go over well.
speaking of my new schedule...here it is!
Sunday
Metavante 4:30pm-1:00am
Monday
ChimerX 10:30am-3:30pm
Tuesday
Therapy 9am-10am
ChimerX 10:30am-3:30pm
Metavante 4:30pm-1:00am
Wednesday
ChimerX 10:30am-3:30pm
Metavante 4:30pm-1:00am
Thursday
ChimerX 10:30am-3:30pm
Metavante 4:30pm-1:00am
Friday
Class 12:30pm-1:20pm
Metavante 4:30pm-1:00am
Saturday
homework!
so im pretty much NEVER available. ugh. sucks to be me for the next few months.