to apply or not to apply?
its becoming evident that i need to do something about this.
i need to apply to those universities so i know if i can make it or not.
there is no point sitting here and pondering, getting excited or even getting nervous.
today at work i decided to put in missy higgins album The Sound Of White... as i have not heard it in a very long time. as soon as the first note from the first song on the album played, i was reminded why i stopped listening to it... there is so much emotional attachment for me in that album. to the songs and what they mean to me.
so many fond memories and so many painful ones... in fact i think the pain outweighs the happiness... :( yeh it sux but what can you do? its a beautiful album, wonderful tunes and meaningful lyrics. it is like she is singing to me with a conviction that cuts my heart into tiny pieces, places them into a floral arrangement on a black square plate, and serves it with a side of nicoise salad, aoli dipping sauce, and a pair of chopsticks.
i know the lyrics so well. all the words. my mind wraps around each note, each feeling, as if it came from my own thoughts. it makes me smile, it gets me close to tears, and it makes me feel warm inside. to me its amazing just how much i associate with her work. probably the most influencial album in my life.
i need to apply to those universities so i know if i can make it or not.
there is no point sitting here and pondering, getting excited or even getting nervous.
today at work i decided to put in missy higgins album The Sound Of White... as i have not heard it in a very long time. as soon as the first note from the first song on the album played, i was reminded why i stopped listening to it... there is so much emotional attachment for me in that album. to the songs and what they mean to me.
so many fond memories and so many painful ones... in fact i think the pain outweighs the happiness... :( yeh it sux but what can you do? its a beautiful album, wonderful tunes and meaningful lyrics. it is like she is singing to me with a conviction that cuts my heart into tiny pieces, places them into a floral arrangement on a black square plate, and serves it with a side of nicoise salad, aoli dipping sauce, and a pair of chopsticks.
i know the lyrics so well. all the words. my mind wraps around each note, each feeling, as if it came from my own thoughts. it makes me smile, it gets me close to tears, and it makes me feel warm inside. to me its amazing just how much i associate with her work. probably the most influencial album in my life.