hopped up on caffeine, and loving it
so, i go to danny's birhtday party and see a bunch of people i've known since like 4th grade. danny's boyfriend is pretty hot. he's hotter when he's flirting with danny, so very very hot.
saw a cute boy i used to work with. just so unmotivated...
why worry about it, it'll happen if its supposed to. i just can't help feeling like i'm sort of running from it now. i'm fairly content right now and i don't want that to change. it seems like that always goes downhill when i get involved with someone. maybe i expect too much, maybe i'm not expecting enough.
i give up.
late night pacing sessions
downtime for friends
downtime for vibrator
lots of reading
class to stimulate head, along with books and lots of heated debate
saw a cute boy i used to work with. just so unmotivated...
why worry about it, it'll happen if its supposed to. i just can't help feeling like i'm sort of running from it now. i'm fairly content right now and i don't want that to change. it seems like that always goes downhill when i get involved with someone. maybe i expect too much, maybe i'm not expecting enough.
i give up.
late night pacing sessions
downtime for friends
downtime for vibrator
lots of reading
class to stimulate head, along with books and lots of heated debate