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For the next two months, I will be grounded. I will not be allowed to go on AIM, and my cell phone will be taken away. Last night I almost ruined my life. I thought I hadn't. Then, I got home... I cannot go to Dolphin Mall for 1 year, I will not be allowed tog et my restricted until August, My cell phone will be taken away for two months, I will do absolutly nothign curing the summer. I realized I did ruin my life. Please comment. I will be allowed to update my journal occasionally. I need to say a few goodbyes though:
To Michelle: I love you. I love so much, and I am sorry for what I did. Please forgive me. I am going through alot right now, and not having you is not helping at all.
To Melissa: Thank you for listening to me when I called you. Thank you for helping me out man. Thanks for everything, and I'm sorry I failed you.
To Manny: I am sorry for attempting to occupy even the smallest bit of your life. Goodluck with everything to come, and thank you for being there for me when I neede dyou. I really appreciate it. I hope I can see you this summer. I still owe you something. I hope you can forgive me.
To Frances: I love you man. Thank you for being there for me. We will place first tomorrow and it will be alittle better. For a little while. I love you. Please don't forget me! Lol.
To Jeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeezuz: Dude, I should have listened to you. I should have gone with you man. I'm so sorry I did not go with you. I do <3 you.
To Doug: I should have gone wiht you. Everyhting might have been alright. I guess we will never know.
To Elina: I am so sorry about what I said. You know I love you man, and if I don't call you or I don't answer your calls and stuff, now you know why.
To Darien: I love you. I am sorry for being so stupid.
To Vicky: I love you so much, and I know we will do awesome in squad.
To Diane: I'm so sorry about what I did man. Thanks for not pressing charges.
To my parents: I am so sorry I did not listen to you. I am sorry about what I did to you, and I swear that I will try to make it up to you. I am sorry for failing you.
To my brother: Excellent role model, huh? Please, don't be stupid enough to do what I did. Please...
To my family: I am sorry for failing you.
To Saler: I love you. I was trying to get you the wedding ring I owed you. I messed up big time man. Real big. I hope you can understand. I love you and even if you seem to always be mad at me now, I love you.
To SoRaImA!!!: You warned me man. Told me not to get involved with all that crap. I'm your stupid little lechonita loquita though, right?
To Jennice: I love you and thank you for being there for me.
To Soraima, Jennice, Saler and Frances: DON'T EVER FORGET THE HULK GUYS!
To my grandfather: I am sorry I failed you. Even though I don't always show it, I love you wiht all my heart. I don't realize how much I miss the simple things you always do until today that I realized I didn't have them. I love you!
To Olga: Thank you for being there for me. I know that this hurts you. You are like my mom. I know that it hurt you when I told you what I had done. Thank you for understanding, and I promise I will not fail you again.
To Janie: I am sorry for not listening to you and for failing to you and everyone else in the group. I love you so much, and I should have thought of everyhting I was risking.
To everyone I forgot: I am sorry for failing you guys. I love you so much, and I will never do anyhting again that can hurt me or any of you. Please... forgive me... PLEASE
No, I am not going to go kill myself now, although I do make it sound like I am. I am just gonna be stuffed in a coffin for 2 months. Thank you guys for understanding, but like comment and call me if you wish. If you don't I understand why... I know I will come out of this being a better person, even if I do become like a prep or something (ha! but it can happen). Wellz, good bye for now, until I can update once again.
I love you all...PLEASE DON'T FORGET TO COMMENT
To Michelle: I love you. I love so much, and I am sorry for what I did. Please forgive me. I am going through alot right now, and not having you is not helping at all.
To Melissa: Thank you for listening to me when I called you. Thank you for helping me out man. Thanks for everything, and I'm sorry I failed you.
To Manny: I am sorry for attempting to occupy even the smallest bit of your life. Goodluck with everything to come, and thank you for being there for me when I neede dyou. I really appreciate it. I hope I can see you this summer. I still owe you something. I hope you can forgive me.
To Frances: I love you man. Thank you for being there for me. We will place first tomorrow and it will be alittle better. For a little while. I love you. Please don't forget me! Lol.
To Jeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeezuz: Dude, I should have listened to you. I should have gone with you man. I'm so sorry I did not go with you. I do <3 you.
To Doug: I should have gone wiht you. Everyhting might have been alright. I guess we will never know.
To Elina: I am so sorry about what I said. You know I love you man, and if I don't call you or I don't answer your calls and stuff, now you know why.
To Darien: I love you. I am sorry for being so stupid.
To Vicky: I love you so much, and I know we will do awesome in squad.
To Diane: I'm so sorry about what I did man. Thanks for not pressing charges.
To my parents: I am so sorry I did not listen to you. I am sorry about what I did to you, and I swear that I will try to make it up to you. I am sorry for failing you.
To my brother: Excellent role model, huh? Please, don't be stupid enough to do what I did. Please...
To my family: I am sorry for failing you.
To Saler: I love you. I was trying to get you the wedding ring I owed you. I messed up big time man. Real big. I hope you can understand. I love you and even if you seem to always be mad at me now, I love you.
To SoRaImA!!!: You warned me man. Told me not to get involved with all that crap. I'm your stupid little lechonita loquita though, right?
To Jennice: I love you and thank you for being there for me.
To Soraima, Jennice, Saler and Frances: DON'T EVER FORGET THE HULK GUYS!
To my grandfather: I am sorry I failed you. Even though I don't always show it, I love you wiht all my heart. I don't realize how much I miss the simple things you always do until today that I realized I didn't have them. I love you!
To Olga: Thank you for being there for me. I know that this hurts you. You are like my mom. I know that it hurt you when I told you what I had done. Thank you for understanding, and I promise I will not fail you again.
To Janie: I am sorry for not listening to you and for failing to you and everyone else in the group. I love you so much, and I should have thought of everyhting I was risking.
To everyone I forgot: I am sorry for failing you guys. I love you so much, and I will never do anyhting again that can hurt me or any of you. Please... forgive me... PLEASE
No, I am not going to go kill myself now, although I do make it sound like I am. I am just gonna be stuffed in a coffin for 2 months. Thank you guys for understanding, but like comment and call me if you wish. If you don't I understand why... I know I will come out of this being a better person, even if I do become like a prep or something (ha! but it can happen). Wellz, good bye for now, until I can update once again.
I love you all...PLEASE DON'T FORGET TO COMMENT