Something to Say

Aug 31, 2005 21:19

I don't really know what to say. Well, there's this guy in my class called 이정택 and he really pisses me off. He'd just hit me and run off every chance he gets. When I manage to grab him, I usually wouldn't be able to hit him at all, as I'm just one f***ed up guy.

However, today was different. I saw Ky at school today, and she was getting beaten up by the guys that I saw before. They ran away immediately when they saw me. I went up to her, and took her to the infirmary. She had to be sent home. So I did some research, and found out that those guys were sent by 이정택. Man, he went way over the line. Even those guys I usually go up against are better than him. I tried taking deep breaths. I couldn't mess up in this school. I tried so hard, and I didn't want to give that all up. Still, thinking about what that guy did angered me so much..

"뿌린대로 거둔다." That was the first phrase that came to mind. If I had still been at my old school, I would've probably got all the guys together and shown that guy some manners.. I kept thinking, and recess started.. 이정택 came up to me, and hit me on the head again. I blew. I picked up the 2 desks next to me, and chucked them both at him. He managed to evade one, but got hit by the other. He was on the ground, and it looked like he had a hard time keeping balance. I took this to my advantage, and landed a straight, followed by an uppercut. He fainted. I picked him up, and threw him on the desk. My friends came up to me, and tried stopping me. I only realised then what I had done..

I went home. Couldn't be bothered to take the rest of the classes. Didn't want to see that guy's face. I just came home. No one was in, so I just opened the door, lied on my bed, and slept.

Parents are home now. They're thinking about transferring me to another school. They're fighting. Hey, some people live with worse situations, and I just blew it. I'm pathetic aren't I? I guess I might just pick up a couple of my stuff, and leave this place. I'll say one last goodbye to Ky, and I'll leave. I might just jump off a bridge or something. Yeah, that's who I am. Some sucker who can't even control himself. Some guy who can't even protect his friends. Some guy who doesn't even deserve friends... I've got a knife in my left hand right now. I'm thinking about stabbing myself. I'm just some coward...
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