I Hate College Already...
I went online this afternoon and looked up my Westfield schedule...IT BLOWS! The classes I'm taking seem so pointless. I mean, I know I need them, but they sound so stupid. Then they end at the crappiest times...I can't even work my job the way I want to. Then, if Heather and I want to drive together, unless she can change her schedule, the only days we can drive are Fridays...and Thursdays if she wants to wait 35 minutes for me to get out of class. Bleh...this all fucking sucks. My FIRST year of college and I already dread going...
I'm going to end up working my ass off...probably 2 jobs, going to school, and homework when I can fit it into my schedule. In between all of that, I have to try to find some time to make myself happy, and include my social life. I already feel like I have so much shit to do, and school hasn't even started.
Blehhhh...and to top it all off, I feel like shit right now!
3 more weeks and then everyone leaves =[ I don't know what I'm going to do with myself. Agh...I'm so unhappy right now. I had an amazing weekend, thanks to the people who I hold closest to my heart, and now, it all comes crashing down with the fact that college is right around the corner...
Sigh...
This is when I wish I...bleh...there's no use in even saying it...it's not going to happen
=[ *tear*