Oh boy
Fucking stupid shit.
I don't like taking care of people all the live long night as soon as I get back from work. It's turning into a damn routine. First I talk to one, deal with her shit (with much love to my girlfriend, who helps with that), and once she goes to bed, I deal with somebody else's shit for an indefinite amount of time. Time zones SUCK ASS, you know?
Ugh.
Also, nothing is going to change in my life unless I make it change. Same old produces same old, and I want out, goddamnit. I want to change, to grow, to evolve. Yes, I do this in slow increments every year, but I don't want a single degree of change, I want a fucking 45 degree angle, to change the whole path and outlook of this whole fuckery.
To do that, I need money. Lots of it. I need a good, fulltime job that'll let me do what I need to do. Two part-time jobs seems like too many hours, and I need at least SOME time to work on what I need.
The comic... oh, boy the comic is soooo awesome. It's working so beautifully. Girlfriend's helping with the script, and so far she's doing pretty damn good.
Still, I have a lot of work that needs to be done if any of my hopes and dreams are to be accomplished _anytime_ soon. I guess this is what they call stress.
I don't like taking care of people all the live long night as soon as I get back from work. It's turning into a damn routine. First I talk to one, deal with her shit (with much love to my girlfriend, who helps with that), and once she goes to bed, I deal with somebody else's shit for an indefinite amount of time. Time zones SUCK ASS, you know?
Ugh.
Also, nothing is going to change in my life unless I make it change. Same old produces same old, and I want out, goddamnit. I want to change, to grow, to evolve. Yes, I do this in slow increments every year, but I don't want a single degree of change, I want a fucking 45 degree angle, to change the whole path and outlook of this whole fuckery.
To do that, I need money. Lots of it. I need a good, fulltime job that'll let me do what I need to do. Two part-time jobs seems like too many hours, and I need at least SOME time to work on what I need.
The comic... oh, boy the comic is soooo awesome. It's working so beautifully. Girlfriend's helping with the script, and so far she's doing pretty damn good.
Still, I have a lot of work that needs to be done if any of my hopes and dreams are to be accomplished _anytime_ soon. I guess this is what they call stress.