Nov 29, 2008 20:09
I've almost forgotten this journal existed...then again, I really doubt anyone really reads it anymore, so it really just exists as a space where I can get thoughts out of my head, yeah?
It's probably too early for an end-of-year 2008 post. Haha. But 2008 has been a fantastic year, in so many ways. I've fulfilled some portion of my desires to travel, even if it's just domestic :P I haven't seen the inside of the airport this much like...ever. I could have even been in Davao today. Ha ha ha. For like, 7 hours. Which I chose to pass on. Maybe next time?
Being in love is hard. Haha. Sometimes you can't help but be worried that you can't be that great person that your partner deserves. (Or doesn't. Haha.) Haven't had this much on-and-off moments of heartache in like...ever. 2006 doesn't count, thank you. Yes, I shall stop being cryptic now.
Holidays will be bittersweet for me this year...I have an incredibly long vacation without having the need to file for vacation leave, but still, someone will be sorely missed. I also miss a lot of old friends...yes folks, it's the season where I start to miss college again.
Will be back in Admu on the 4th for an event, but sadly, I htink just about everyone I know is gone??? Hmmmmmmm.
I miss friends. I miss writing. I miss drawing. I miss the current love of my life. I miss staying up till 2 am doing nothing and everything. I miss being able to randomly find people to be with and drag out for coffee at different times of the day. There are many things to miss.
Do we spend most of our lives missing what we don't have?
On the plus side. I'm finding good things to appreciate at my workplace. Yes, I'm still there.