Feb 04, 2004 01:12
GOD DAMN IT WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN?????
Ok, I met this girl last semester. She was cool as hell, intersted in the same stuff as me but not your typical "punk chick". Well, she stopped hanging out for a while because her boyfriend thought all we wanted to do was fuck her. Well, then comes this semester. She started hanging out with us more. It was fucking awesome. I seriously fell head over heels for her. I hadn't felt anything like this since Jennifer...and for those of you who know.....YEAH...I'M SERIOUS. Well, last week she broke up with her girlfriend. Well, one of my friends told me how much he liked her so I was gonna let him go for it. He had been unhappy and he wanted to good relationship. Well, he told her everything and she said she didn't want to date him. So I go for it, and she tells me she doesn't want to date within our group so she won't come between any friends. I find that highly respectable so I back off. Well, now we have somewhat of a new member in our group. He wasn't in the original group but he kinda is now...or at least I feel he is. But she likes him, and wants to date him. Earlier tonight she watched a movie with him......for four hours. Now granted, there are long movies, but JESUS CHRIST. I dunno, I'm not insinuating (sp?) that she did anything but still it sucks because she said she didn't want to date within the group and here she goes. It seems this has happened before. Its like high school all over again, and damn it, I DON"T WANT THAT TO HAPPEN. College was supposed to be better in my eyes. I guess its not though. So now me and my bud are in the same boat. I don't know.
To make things worse, I was supposed to get Linkin Park tickets for my birthday in Atlanta. Well, tonight mom tells me that I better order them. Well GUESS FUCKING WHAT!!!....THEY'RE SOLD OUT....all I can say is that I'm glad there were still tickets available in Little Rock. It seems like today was just a fucked up day. One of those days were you just should've stayed in bed. I dunno....I think that was it on the dark subjects.
On a brighter note, KEVIN AND JENN ARE COMING FOR MY B-DAY PARTY!!!! That is like the best news I got aside from Linkin Park tickets. I think this is turning out to be the best birthday I've had. I think that's it. I'm bout to hit the sack, that double shot of Nyquil is kicking in. Night all.
BLT