I feel weird today - never mind me
Sometimes I feel like life is nothing but a game. At certain points in your life, you have to roll the dices, and the outcome decides the path you will follow. You take the amount of steps you threw, and it depends on the situation whether you walk slow or fast. When you've taken all the steps, it's time to throw again.
I've taken the last step now, with my graduation, and am about to throw again. But somehow, I'm scared to pick up the dices and do what I have to do. This new phase is going to be different from all others, although I don't know what the difference exactly is.
I've received a letter this morning, that I'm accepted at the 'Vrije Universiteit' in Amsterdam. Great. It's the news that I've wanted to hear for a few weeks, but now the letter's arrived, I can't be happy with it. It's like someone else threw the dices for me, because I was doubting too long about it, and I can't decide whether the outcome is good or not. But as said above, never mind me. I'm just weird.
Anyway, enough weirdness for today. Let's blame it on the insomnia, shall we?
Yesterday, I've been to Scheveningen, to visit something called Sea-life. It's an enormous aquarium with all kinds of little sharks and fish. It was not that interesting, but my mum wanted me to accompany her and my sisters, so I did. It wasn't bad either, just... too much fish.
I took some pictures, and one turned out really weird.
These things are supposed to be jellyfish. Very, very weird.
I've taken the last step now, with my graduation, and am about to throw again. But somehow, I'm scared to pick up the dices and do what I have to do. This new phase is going to be different from all others, although I don't know what the difference exactly is.
I've received a letter this morning, that I'm accepted at the 'Vrije Universiteit' in Amsterdam. Great. It's the news that I've wanted to hear for a few weeks, but now the letter's arrived, I can't be happy with it. It's like someone else threw the dices for me, because I was doubting too long about it, and I can't decide whether the outcome is good or not. But as said above, never mind me. I'm just weird.
Anyway, enough weirdness for today. Let's blame it on the insomnia, shall we?
Yesterday, I've been to Scheveningen, to visit something called Sea-life. It's an enormous aquarium with all kinds of little sharks and fish. It was not that interesting, but my mum wanted me to accompany her and my sisters, so I did. It wasn't bad either, just... too much fish.
I took some pictures, and one turned out really weird.
These things are supposed to be jellyfish. Very, very weird.