*oh my.*i hate the way i feel without you*

Apr 06, 2005 10:01

Wow. Alot has happened
My grandma passed away. My brother came back from wherever he was (in the air force) and my cousin adam moved back. But hes still gunna be on the road.

Me and Kyle broke up. I dont know why. Well i do.
And ... i dont even .. i dont know. I miss him SOO fucking much. I wish i could jus take everything back. I should never stopped taking my birth control, i should been WAY more careful .. and then maybe we wouldnt have been so stressed out and crazy...i dont know. I'm sorry. I'm sorry all of that happened. I'm sorry .. if it was up to me.. things would be different.

But i dont even know if id take him back ... i mean . he left. he left me .. all by myself, to pick up the mess that not just IIIII created. Thanks....

I'm good tho .. better than i thought i would.
Ashley moved. We were beefin when she left tho ... but she called me the other day .. were straight now tho.

i lost my grandma,
my best friend,
my boyfriend
and my baby in a matter of ..
2 weeks.

shits crazy. but for some reason ..
it jus dont phase me....!

OMG i saw drew garner !! him and matt money came over the other ntie. It was very nice to see him.

well i hope sarah gets her lisence and gets ungrounded i miss her!
oh and baby girl .. im gettin a job so u kno ill be helpin u out wit that gas! haah =)

mm..i know this is prolly old but.
I love you kyle richard belevender .. forever and always
you'll alwaze be the *apple of my eye* lmao. =)
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