Jan 26, 2006 20:00
FIRST of all, you know absolutly nothing about me and Kyle. I didn't need to LIE to keep him around like meghan did. And yeah i did alot of really shitty things the year we were together, and that is something that im going to have to live with everyday for the rest of my life ... however, what me and kyle had ... nothing could get in the way. What we had was real. It's called unconditional love. And no matter who you are, and who you were to him .. you did NOT know him the way i knew him. I am the only one who could see his heart. And he could see mine. ANd no matter what you tell me, or try and tell yourself .. kyle loved me. We were meant to be together forever, and we will be. Everything happens for a reason, God sent me matt before he took kyle away becaue he knew thats the only way i would have been able to handle it.
And, since you know so much about our relationship and the bond that we had and will continue to have, you'd know he wasnt exactly a little angel either. He did some pretty shady things, but you know what? Nothing could change my heart, my heart will always belong to him because i love him unconditionally.I know for a fact he's never loved anybody the way he loved me. He loved me unconditionally. He always came back to me. And he was going to come back to me. I talked to him before he died, Sarah talked to him before he died. Nothing would have been able to keep us apart forever. YEah, we had our fallouts, but we always made our way back to eachother because our souls are meant to be together.
What i want to know is, if you cared so much about kyle and knew him so well and felt so strongly about this .... then why are you hiding? why wont u show your name?
but considering i already have a pretty good idea of who you are, considering your the only person i know heartless enough to say something like that at a time like this,i have too much shit going on right now to even worry about what the fuck some dirty cunt has to say, especailly when they have no idea what the fuck there talking about. But i give you my word, i will find the time, and i will find you ... and you will get yours. This is not something im going to let roll off my back.
and kyle always has been and always will be mine only mine.