Dec 14, 2005 13:05
Hello everyone! Well things are going .. so so i suppose. I had court last tuesday for that posession ticket or whatever, and i dont have court again until January 26, for my pre-trial. I keep getting all these letters from all these different attornys who wanna represent me, so hopefully ... i get a good one and i get as less probation time as possible =).
I fucking hate my job. Well its not really so much my job, as it is my manager. She treats me like a fucking slave... she doesnt do JACK SHIT. she acts like its my job to run the store and her job to tell me how. FUCK THAT. errrr.
Me and matt are like non stop fighting. Its like i always feel like hes hiding something ... or lieing. And the thing that makes me most mad is i would have no way of finding out. But as i say, if hes gunna lie, or make me look stupid then thats all on his concious.
He got me a ring. A promise ring. Its gorgeous. Its white gold, 2 lil bitty diamonds, and 3 big ass rocks of pink safire. lol its so pretty. =) how could i say no!? hehe.
i feel like i have no friends i used to have. Like everything is just different. And i try. But its hard when u call someone and they dont return your phone calls, or you tell them to come through and they dont, or you tell them to call, and u dont get a call. I mean i know everyone has a lot of shit going on, but i dont understand why someone wouldnt have 10 minutes to pick up a phone and call someone u claim to be your best friend. but ... what can you do i guess?
it just seems like the only person i can count on is matt. .. and sometimes i dont even feel like i can do that.
well melissa just got here so imma go chat it up with herr =).
*PeAcE*