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well yesterday was an ok day i had a talk with b and when i talk to him i realized that but the end of this summer we werent going to be talking anymore and he asked me to i think we are drifting apart i told him yes he said he felt that way too light weight i love him and he knows i do and i know he loves me and no matter how much we dont want it to happen its going to happen he told me how much he loves me and that no matter what i will always be his wife i think my feelings hurt him a lil bit and they hurt me too but he doesnt try to keep the relationship strong and the weird part is that i told him that honestly he only satifies me on a emotional level and not physical and that to me is nothing but a frewndship and i think i made him light weight mad but i know he understands where im comig from and thats all i ask of him.........well love hurts so bad and so does the truth but his love is hurting me so bad and my turth i think hurts him but thats the way is going to have to be