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well today is a depressing day i talked to b and as much as i hate to admit it we are completely through see usually when something like this happens i already know that we are gonng patch things up and talk to eachother again but this time we are really over after our conversation on the internet i couldnt help but feel depressed and as much as i hate to admit it my heart hurts i cared about him so much and wanted to be with him so bad but i guess us breaking up was for the best i wish it didnt have to be this way but they do say everything happens for a reason b still considers me a hoe and a liar but i know he loves me no matter how mad he is i wish things didnt have to be this was or end so bad all i wanted was to be with him nd to see him i didnt ask for anything else i was in love with someone i hadnt seen in 4 months and whats funny was he didnt really have an excuse on why he couldnt come see me i guess his frewnds are more important than me i really wanted to be with him on my bday but it lookslike i can i wish he would call my heart hurst so bad what do i do? im so confused i walk around with the phone attached to my phone hoping he will call and we can work this out i dont wanna get back with him i just dont like how we ended on bad terms i want to be able to call him and not have any tension between us and just be able to be frewnds
