Jun 22, 2008 21:25
Today we got up and worked out..hard. Then we came home, had lunch and went to see the new
Hulk movie. Dana wanted to see it and I had a rain check pass from when I saw the Strangers (because the movie messed up). It was an ok movie, not my kind of movie but Dana enjoyed it. Edward Norton was as adorable as ever.
When we got home we went swimming. I love swimming so much. I wish I could go every day but Dana wont go every day and I don't swim alone. It's so nice though!
Tonight/Today is Ashley's birthday so we are going out to the bars with her.
Happy Birthday Ashley!
So school is creeping up on me fast. I don't know if I'm ready to get back to the grind yet. No choice though.
Dana and I had a talk today about my last post and I feel better.
I talk about really inane things all the time and I'm not sure why. I think it is from my social anxiety in a way. Instead of talking about anything real or confrontational I talk about safe things like tv and movies. I want to be able to have conversations about important things, or theoretical things, or meaningful things. I hope Dana and I can. Maybe I can get my friends to as well. I know they have it in them. I love reading Kevin and Michele's journals (when they update) because they have such deep thoughts within them. We just don't ever talk about anything real. Same with Ashley and Zak. Though we do have these kinds of conversations more often than my other friends. Still. I also think I need to start paying attention to the world around me. I don't watch the news because it has always pissed me off or made me sad. Now though I think its time I get up to date.
Goal E: Read the news at least twice a week online.
Ok i'm off.
Out.
working out,
thoughts,
goals,
relationship