Obligations???

[daddyzgrl]

Dear Journal

Ok, so I am just looking over my life and I was realizing that most of the things in my life that I am not happy with, I feel obligated to do or to pretend to be happy with... So I am gonna list a few things that I feel obligated to do.. They are not all.. but my lunch is over in a few minutes.. lol

I feel obligated to

..Always pick up the pieces to my sister's life
..Always pretend that I dont mind doing favors for people, when I know that they expect me to do it..
..Keep secrets because Im not supposed to know..
..Smile, when I wanna cry
..Always be the bigger person, when sometimes I wanna be petty too..
..Give my last dollar to someone who probably has stolen more than a dollar from me..
..Pretend to love someone, im not sure I do

the list goes on.. but my lunch does not!!!!!!!!..

there will be more!