My baby is One!!!!!
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Well of course I do have my normal bad or just depressing shit to talk about.. I got the worst message on my phone today and I literally felt like I was dieing.. My mom called and left a message asking me if I heard from shannon (my sister) at all because she had called my mom and left a message on her answer machine late last night saying that her head got split open and she needed help and then the phone disconnected.. Every kind of worst thought went through my head.. Could this be it, Is this the end???? So all day, my stomach was in my throat and everytime I thought about her, food or drinking something.. I got sick... Finally later on tonight, She called me and I just started flipping out on her.. WTF.. why would you call and leave a message like that and then not call no one all day long.. and then she told me that she left that message to try to make my mom feel bad because she hasnt eaten anything in three days and she was starving.. but it didnt work, because my mom didnt feel bad.. I cried just because I was holding all of that in and then when she said she was ok, i ended up throwing up again... but as far as right now.. she is ok
On Better News........
Tomorrow, my son, my baby boy is turning "1" Omg.. my baby... I am so happy.. He is such a baby baby.. he doesnt do much and just loves to be treated like a baby.. but I am so happy.. One because he is turning one and two because Yay.. unlike when my daughter turned one, I was friggin pregnant, and now my baby is turning one and I am not pregnant.. that friggin god... lol.. I told Chris not even to touch me until after his birthday.. and by that I mean, like 2 weeks after.. lol..
Anyways... Tomorrow is his birthday.. we are probably going to ryans for dinner and cake for the baby tomorrow and on friday we are going to chris's parents house for dinner for the baby, and then on saturday I am working.. I was gonna have the party this sunday, but now that Im thinking about it.. I might make it for next saturday... so that I have more time.. but my baby is turning one.. yay.. i am taking him for his first haircut this weekend, just a trimming and a shape up.. He has curls everywhere and he looks like a little girl.. so I have to do something.. but anyways.. my baby is one.. yay
Well of course I do have my normal bad or just depressing shit to talk about.. I got the worst message on my phone today and I literally felt like I was dieing.. My mom called and left a message asking me if I heard from shannon (my sister) at all because she had called my mom and left a message on her answer machine late last night saying that her head got split open and she needed help and then the phone disconnected.. Every kind of worst thought went through my head.. Could this be it, Is this the end???? So all day, my stomach was in my throat and everytime I thought about her, food or drinking something.. I got sick... Finally later on tonight, She called me and I just started flipping out on her.. WTF.. why would you call and leave a message like that and then not call no one all day long.. and then she told me that she left that message to try to make my mom feel bad because she hasnt eaten anything in three days and she was starving.. but it didnt work, because my mom didnt feel bad.. I cried just because I was holding all of that in and then when she said she was ok, i ended up throwing up again... but as far as right now.. she is ok
On Better News........
Tomorrow, my son, my baby boy is turning "1" Omg.. my baby... I am so happy.. He is such a baby baby.. he doesnt do much and just loves to be treated like a baby.. but I am so happy.. One because he is turning one and two because Yay.. unlike when my daughter turned one, I was friggin pregnant, and now my baby is turning one and I am not pregnant.. that friggin god... lol.. I told Chris not even to touch me until after his birthday.. and by that I mean, like 2 weeks after.. lol..
Anyways... Tomorrow is his birthday.. we are probably going to ryans for dinner and cake for the baby tomorrow and on friday we are going to chris's parents house for dinner for the baby, and then on saturday I am working.. I was gonna have the party this sunday, but now that Im thinking about it.. I might make it for next saturday... so that I have more time.. but my baby is turning one.. yay.. i am taking him for his first haircut this weekend, just a trimming and a shape up.. He has curls everywhere and he looks like a little girl.. so I have to do something.. but anyways.. my baby is one.. yay