back pain + oxycodone = mmmmm time for a journal entry
Once again, another bit of bad luck has fallen upon me. Sometime last week, I think it was Wed or Thurs morning when I was on my way to work, I got into another car accident. Now before you say anything, it wasn't my fault. I was driving behind this lady and we were coming up to a light... She got all the way over into the left turning lane, so I sped up a bit to go past her and get to the light, when she decided to come back over into my lane. I went up on the curb, sideswiped her... Shit was nuts. I get out of the car, probably looking like I was about to murder her, and she told me to "calm down". I was so angry. We assessed the damage of our cars and just decided to leave it alone and go our seperate ways because she only had a cracked side mirror and I only saw a scratch on my car. It was a big scratch, but oh well. So the light turned green and I drove off.... and realized my car was fucked.
Had it towed to my mechanic the next day and within the first 20 min of just looking at it, already saw $500 worth of damage. Fixing everything that was wrong would cost more than the car is worth, so we decided to just donate it.
Fuck, I hated that car, so maybe its a blessing. The only thing that sucks is that I definately don't have the money to buy another car, so I'm in the process of taking out a $5,000 loan from my bank. I'm pretty sure I will be approved, and the car I am going to get is waiting for me at my mechanics. A client of his is selling it and its so cute and once I drove it I fell in love with it. Its a red '96 Honda Civic DX coupe. Its a stick shift <3, 2 door, has 77k on it, and is just a nice car. The inside is a little dirty, but I'll take care of that no problem. The outside looks gorgeous. The steering is a little tight because theres no power steering, but neither did my old civic and I loved that car to death and it wasn't bad at all.
Pete came home last weekend and he had gone with me to look at the cars my mechanic was selling. Also that day we went to JC Penney and went ring shopping. LOL Now before you all flip out and tell me that we're crazy or stupid or anything like that, its just a promise ring... just something to tell me he loves me... We're NOT engaged, so don't panic. :)
This is the closest pic I could find of it. Its a gorgeous 3 diamond white gold ring and I LOVE it.
I have to take it to get resized soon because it's a little too big.
But we had a pretty nice, laid back weekend while he was home. He got there Thursday night. We didn't really do anything... just chilled at his house and then went to bed. We were both so tired. The next morning we went to the mall to get the ring, then we went to look at the cars... then we made a trip up to Trenton with Joe. We got back to South Jersey, had a nice dinner with his parents, then I went to the bank and applied for my loan. Then we went back to his house and got fuckin TOSSED off the pills we got. It was insane. I could hardly even handle it. I haven't rolled that hard in a long ass time. We laid on the couch and just watched porn. We usually talk a lot when we roll together, but I was way way WAY too fucked up to even hold a conversation at all. LOL...
We went upstairs and tried to sleep around 6 am and I couldn't sleep very well. Then I had to get up at 12:30 and have him drive me home because I had to go to my brother's fiance's wedding shower. UGH. I was SO not in the mood to deal with people. But it wasn't too bad. I looked damn good too.
When I got home I went back over Petes and we went to visit Tom at the bowling alley later that night after going record shopping for a bit. I was so tired... When we got back to the house, when my head hit the pillow, I was out. It was one of the best sleeps I've ever had. <3
The next day was sunday and he had to leave sometime between 12 and 1. We went out to breakfast and then after I got a shower at his house he had to be on his way. I hate when he has to leave. By July or Aug he should be home for good. I can't wait. I have never loved someone so much in my life. We go together so well its not even funny.
School is almost over too. I can't wait. After I graduate and get my associates, I'm applying for a radiology technician program. And when I take out my school loans, I'm asking for the maximum amount and with the extra money, I'm moving out. I need to.
I'm finally starting to get my life on track. Today I applied at Sterling Bank. Monique just got a job there and I really really hope I get to work with her. I'll be making more than I do now at Hell Foods and I'll be getting WAY more hours, and I'll get benefits.
Things are starting to come together. I am so fucking happy. It's about fucking time. <3333
Love you!!!!!!
<3 Shells
Had it towed to my mechanic the next day and within the first 20 min of just looking at it, already saw $500 worth of damage. Fixing everything that was wrong would cost more than the car is worth, so we decided to just donate it.
Fuck, I hated that car, so maybe its a blessing. The only thing that sucks is that I definately don't have the money to buy another car, so I'm in the process of taking out a $5,000 loan from my bank. I'm pretty sure I will be approved, and the car I am going to get is waiting for me at my mechanics. A client of his is selling it and its so cute and once I drove it I fell in love with it. Its a red '96 Honda Civic DX coupe. Its a stick shift <3, 2 door, has 77k on it, and is just a nice car. The inside is a little dirty, but I'll take care of that no problem. The outside looks gorgeous. The steering is a little tight because theres no power steering, but neither did my old civic and I loved that car to death and it wasn't bad at all.
Pete came home last weekend and he had gone with me to look at the cars my mechanic was selling. Also that day we went to JC Penney and went ring shopping. LOL Now before you all flip out and tell me that we're crazy or stupid or anything like that, its just a promise ring... just something to tell me he loves me... We're NOT engaged, so don't panic. :)
This is the closest pic I could find of it. Its a gorgeous 3 diamond white gold ring and I LOVE it.
I have to take it to get resized soon because it's a little too big.
But we had a pretty nice, laid back weekend while he was home. He got there Thursday night. We didn't really do anything... just chilled at his house and then went to bed. We were both so tired. The next morning we went to the mall to get the ring, then we went to look at the cars... then we made a trip up to Trenton with Joe. We got back to South Jersey, had a nice dinner with his parents, then I went to the bank and applied for my loan. Then we went back to his house and got fuckin TOSSED off the pills we got. It was insane. I could hardly even handle it. I haven't rolled that hard in a long ass time. We laid on the couch and just watched porn. We usually talk a lot when we roll together, but I was way way WAY too fucked up to even hold a conversation at all. LOL...
We went upstairs and tried to sleep around 6 am and I couldn't sleep very well. Then I had to get up at 12:30 and have him drive me home because I had to go to my brother's fiance's wedding shower. UGH. I was SO not in the mood to deal with people. But it wasn't too bad. I looked damn good too.
When I got home I went back over Petes and we went to visit Tom at the bowling alley later that night after going record shopping for a bit. I was so tired... When we got back to the house, when my head hit the pillow, I was out. It was one of the best sleeps I've ever had. <3
The next day was sunday and he had to leave sometime between 12 and 1. We went out to breakfast and then after I got a shower at his house he had to be on his way. I hate when he has to leave. By July or Aug he should be home for good. I can't wait. I have never loved someone so much in my life. We go together so well its not even funny.
School is almost over too. I can't wait. After I graduate and get my associates, I'm applying for a radiology technician program. And when I take out my school loans, I'm asking for the maximum amount and with the extra money, I'm moving out. I need to.
I'm finally starting to get my life on track. Today I applied at Sterling Bank. Monique just got a job there and I really really hope I get to work with her. I'll be making more than I do now at Hell Foods and I'll be getting WAY more hours, and I'll get benefits.
Things are starting to come together. I am so fucking happy. It's about fucking time. <3333
Love you!!!!!!
<3 Shells