i think
i think i'm tired of melbourne.
i'm over florida.
hopefulyl july 22nd will come fast.
and hopefully california will be a wake up.
maybe i'll love it again.
i feel stuck in a rut of being boring yet funny,
being cute yet ugly,
being shy yet loud,
if i could just take one friend with me
i'd move tomorrow.
the rest ( 4 or 5) i can visit.
maybe i just need a new job.
i need to date...explore the world of men.
although they are confusing.
i have this desire to sleep with whoever i want,
not have a real relationship till i met 'the one'
it makes for good tv (ie. grey's anatomy)
also i'm bored of my music.
two new cds and neither are eye catching.
i need some change.
if i didn't have all these bills,
and this need to be near family,
and a desire to not change anything,
i might change it all.
oh well.
i'm over florida.
hopefulyl july 22nd will come fast.
and hopefully california will be a wake up.
maybe i'll love it again.
i feel stuck in a rut of being boring yet funny,
being cute yet ugly,
being shy yet loud,
if i could just take one friend with me
i'd move tomorrow.
the rest ( 4 or 5) i can visit.
maybe i just need a new job.
i need to date...explore the world of men.
although they are confusing.
i have this desire to sleep with whoever i want,
not have a real relationship till i met 'the one'
it makes for good tv (ie. grey's anatomy)
also i'm bored of my music.
two new cds and neither are eye catching.
i need some change.
if i didn't have all these bills,
and this need to be near family,
and a desire to not change anything,
i might change it all.
oh well.