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I'm lonely...I try to deny it and fight it but I am.
My life is the same everyday: work, school, sleep. Now it's just boredom, work, and sleep. Repeat.
Lather rinse repeat.
I'm 19 years old and I have more debt then fun...credit card is maxed because of one stupid mistake, I own firestone for tires, lane Bryant for clothes, the doctor for my wisdom teeth and a little to Paypal for the rest of my ipod....I don't count the huge debt that is my car...
My life revolves around making money and paying off bills....I feel stuck...like I need someone with a bucket of fun to come lift me out of the ground and cheer me up....
I’m not sad just a little lonely...my friends are all in the same routine as me.
and even though I’m in such debt, whatever you want to call it...I’m still the cheer, slightly hyper, honest, loving person I’ve always been...I like that about my self.
every time I go to make a payment at the doc's office the girls (friends of mom's) all say they're proud of me for paying my own bills....my mom can't do it for me and my dad wouldn't even if we were best buds....the only way to learn and be a better person is by experience. You can be told something 100 xs but until you've lived it you'll never fully get it.
There's millions of people worst off then me...So I don't complain.
<3
My life is the same everyday: work, school, sleep. Now it's just boredom, work, and sleep. Repeat.
Lather rinse repeat.
I'm 19 years old and I have more debt then fun...credit card is maxed because of one stupid mistake, I own firestone for tires, lane Bryant for clothes, the doctor for my wisdom teeth and a little to Paypal for the rest of my ipod....I don't count the huge debt that is my car...
My life revolves around making money and paying off bills....I feel stuck...like I need someone with a bucket of fun to come lift me out of the ground and cheer me up....
I’m not sad just a little lonely...my friends are all in the same routine as me.
and even though I’m in such debt, whatever you want to call it...I’m still the cheer, slightly hyper, honest, loving person I’ve always been...I like that about my self.
every time I go to make a payment at the doc's office the girls (friends of mom's) all say they're proud of me for paying my own bills....my mom can't do it for me and my dad wouldn't even if we were best buds....the only way to learn and be a better person is by experience. You can be told something 100 xs but until you've lived it you'll never fully get it.
There's millions of people worst off then me...So I don't complain.
<3