update

[daddyslilangel1]

well me and josh are officially a couple.... since sunday now... i must say life is pretty good with him around....... but like something up with me and kasey now an di dont kno what it is......we never fight and if we do its never anything much but i think i really screwed the cow tonight huh..... she needed a friend someone to talk to and i wasnt around... what a friend i am huh?? well its ok though cuz josh took my place and helped her through her tough times and im just glad someone made her feel alittle better even though i made her feel worst....... i dont kno whats wronge with me today or even lately but jesus christ i need to snap out of it........ right now ive lost all care of anything if i die tonight yay for me no big loss at all sumtimes i wish i was privlegde with dealth but soo far that hasnt happened......... its like 9:30 and im sitting hea staring at the sscreen with tears in my eyes because i dont even kno what wronge with me lately........ well tomorrow starts vacation and i have track at 9:00 in the am less then 12 hours away meaning i have to get up in liek 10 hours which mean my life sucks...... i think im just gunan stay up all night hey why not?!
w/e im gunna go sit in my own self pitty because everyones sick of hearing about my problem and u kno what so am i .......
p/s i might not update for a while im kinda sick.....