its been a while

[daddyslilangel1]

i tend to forget i have this journal so i dont write in it lately...let me tell u about my weekend thursday night i slept over ashley cuz we have no school....... friday night me mike ashley and greg went over danielles house and chilled it was fun........ last night me and greg adn mike and ash and danielle went to gregs and watched movie it was good but i donno where me and mike are going just friends is cool i guess but i like him............ my parent have been fighting alot???!!! and i cant stand stand it theyll prob get a divorce soonor or later?! i can see it commin!! they better make it past my confirmation its only 2 week away!! i really donno what to do lately my whole familys out to get me and i feel soo lost my lil sister wishes id die..... my big sister wont even look at me or answere my question and my parent are too busy fighting to notice that im hurting inside!! so i just slap on my fake smile and go on with life .. liek it peachy freakin keen but oh well its my problem not urs....... the whole war is creeping me out and making me really upset every time i see a bomb drop or like hear that another american has died i just sit there and i cry becuz i never kno if its someone i kno that dead in the desert somewhere like it sucks to just sit around and wait soonor or later im gunan get a phone call saying that someone i kno had died and that doesnt surprise me becuz my life is accually starting to get better so SOMETHINGS gunna bring it down.... i can never bee happy i sware...... and like to be honest i think i found someone who does make me happy liek truely happy and i feel soo comfortable with him but he has another girl too and sooooo i dont think anythings going to happen..... but if something did .... that be GREAT
well thast enough for now
love u all