Aug 16, 2004 19:08
ive been throwing up since yesturday.. i havent gotten any food down other then freeze pops but they usually come back up and i have colorful puke... its gotten to the point wheres teh nothing left in my tummy to puke so i just gage... except for when i tried to eat watermelon today really bad idea.. puking that up was not fun....
went to the mall with my older sister i didnt buy anything but she did i had to let her borrow some money but i guess its ok cuz shes my sister and i love her even if she doesnt love me back.
havent seen rachel in almost 2 days now its weird i prob wont see her tomorrow either :(....dont know if i still have a job or not yet hoping to find that out by tomorrow...just to think about it makes me nervous..eeek
kristen if u see this i need to talk to u ok? so im me when u get a chance.. i love u.
i kinda cleaned my room today but ill finish it up tomorrow maybe.. i just have way to much clothes i need to give them away.
i hate being sick =( i wish i had someone in my life to take care of me and cheer me up... maybe someday i will... but untill then i think im just gunan go lay down
love me
xoxox