blahblah blah BLAH

[daddyslilangel1]

im feeling very blah today..not feeling well at all not sure why but its ok i guess... i ahve so much cleaning and packing to do... ahhh im way over my head here...i have bills pileing up to the sky and no money to pay them soo ivebeen working as many hours as i can to the point where my body has had enough but i just cant stop...whop would have know that life would be this hard when ur little and playing with ur barbie dolls....tomorrow is sopouse to be me and rachel day but i dont know whats going on?

i have the very worst feeling in the pit of my stoumach ever..im not sure why yet but i think todays a day to just lock myself in my room so nothing can happen...its really making me upset becuase i have no idea why i feel this way...eeeeeek

im so tired nap time cells on but i might be out cold...