Another one bites the dust....
"Another ones gone and another ones gone another one bites the dust...."
my new philosophy/outlook on life....i just keep loosing more and more people i love and care about so it must me true it must be me?!? am i really that mush of such and awful person that i cant make not one person in this world happy just by being me...jesus things happen in life that i cant control things htat NOONE can control they just happen and u have to make the best of it exactly what i did i made the best of it...and look where it got me nothing but heartaches and tears..this sucks
lost another very important friend today ive lost all trust in her now..and what she did was really messed up i dont think this will be easily forgivin...
Wow i suck...i was basically told about how many people HATE me... relized theres no real purpose in life but shit...and lost people i care about all in 3 days... wasnt sopouse to work tomorrow but now i have to damn it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i need a serious brake and i know ill never get it never get a break from anyof this::the stupid pointless retarded highschool drama the lies and backstabbing the always feeling as though u have to be perfect u know what FUCK IT!!! FUCK IT ALL!!!!!! im pissed and upset and sad and angry and tired and hungry and over worked and AHHHHHHHHH i just want to scream!!!! i dont knw wheather to cry or laugh over all of this neeedless to say i have very bad copeing skills thats deffinately sumthing i lack...
screw it im done!!!!!
my new philosophy/outlook on life....i just keep loosing more and more people i love and care about so it must me true it must be me?!? am i really that mush of such and awful person that i cant make not one person in this world happy just by being me...jesus things happen in life that i cant control things htat NOONE can control they just happen and u have to make the best of it exactly what i did i made the best of it...and look where it got me nothing but heartaches and tears..this sucks
lost another very important friend today ive lost all trust in her now..and what she did was really messed up i dont think this will be easily forgivin...
Wow i suck...i was basically told about how many people HATE me... relized theres no real purpose in life but shit...and lost people i care about all in 3 days... wasnt sopouse to work tomorrow but now i have to damn it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i need a serious brake and i know ill never get it never get a break from anyof this::the stupid pointless retarded highschool drama the lies and backstabbing the always feeling as though u have to be perfect u know what FUCK IT!!! FUCK IT ALL!!!!!! im pissed and upset and sad and angry and tired and hungry and over worked and AHHHHHHHHH i just want to scream!!!! i dont knw wheather to cry or laugh over all of this neeedless to say i have very bad copeing skills thats deffinately sumthing i lack...
screw it im done!!!!!