Jun 27, 2004 01:50
its almost 2 in the morning i cant sleep its been a rough day/ week/life it seems... started off bad got good towards the middle and ended worst then before u gatta love those days usually i dont write so personally about things that happend to me but i need to let it out becuase i cant stand it anymore....i do bad things when people backs are turned or when im so hurt emotionally that for just one second i want that pain to end so id rather be hurt physically...some people know what im talking about others have no idea and i dont think ever will
rachel- uve helped me through some tough shit lately and i hope ur not mad at me i love u to death but i just couldnt stay there anymore...hate me if u want but i have good reasonings i sware..:(
::sigh:: wont be sleeping tonight yay i love not sleeping just kidding....
double showers tomorrow one wedding one babu all to be over by hmm 2:30?
dont know what im doing after that
goodnight f*off and bite me!