Good morning shun shine my heart bleeds for u today

[daddyslilangel1]

my grams living with us... thats an experiance in its own :( i wish shed get better i mean its almost xmas and i cant stand to see her like this..... she said a few words to be yesturday major improvement.... i try to be by her side as much as i can but sumtimes it just gets to be too much.... ive started to help oit alot more around the house... doing laundry keeping my room clean cooking dinner ( well buying pizza for the fam last night) cleaning the house.... needless to say ive have more then i can handle... i wish i was a little bit more stronger..... yesturday i had an emotional breakdown... i think i needed it but not when it happened.... but let me rewind after school i got rear ended<~~ not big deal and im ok a little sore but ok... i go home to put on some jeans grab my checks and my little sister and off to the mall we went.... half way to the mall my gas light comes on and we just make it there at that point i should have known i was gunna have a bad day i filled my gas tank everything was ok then when u go to merge towards teh mall i got hit again but some old lady who clearly didnt kno where the brake was i almost hit the lady in front of me and there almost was a pile up but thank god i missed the other car me and my little sister kinda laughed abou tti cuz she knew i wanted to cry... sometimes she an accually ok sister... so we make it to the mall and we do our shoppin and after that i got to pick up sabrina at wrestleing so the poorthing didnt have to liek walk home or anything and can u guess what happens to me.... no i didnt get hit but my car did die... thats right batery dead?!! i dont understand and i guess between my grandmother and getting hit 2 and my fam issues and everything else i just lost it i went into the basketball gaem to talk to kris<~~ the trainer and just to see her and she was liek whats a matter and i lost it tears go streaming down my face and im a mess! mascara is running down my face and me and her go on teh hunt to find jumper cables... we did and some nice guy jump started my car thank god... i owe everyone who helped me at ths a bunch soo thank u all soo much.... kris im sorry i cryed all over ur shirt... i was every worst once i was finally alone i just sat in my car for liek an hour and couldnt move i just cried and cried i felt liek such an idiot but i cant hold it in anymore!!! but now that ive proved to everyone that im a huge baby im gunan go now im taken jill out for breakfast well when i find her house that it.... eeeek!

**edit IM A MESS!!!!!!!!**