oh boy,,,,
so love me while im here...ill write you before im gone...just keep walking no need to say goodbye if you honestly know me then you know i care i just cant stay here anymore.. i was a thing of your past now im moving on to some future where it will take me or where ill end up who knows.... but if you guys are happy then i am too.....
Im not really sure who accually knows the real me?! I can honestly say that there like 1 person that i tell absolutely everytihng to and 3 others that i tell some... but other then that u people have no idea who i really am? the more im alone which is often these days the more i think...about love life friends and most importantly my future.... ive started to save all my money soo when i graduate i can get out of here i think ive decided to go away for collage i have nothing keeping me here anymore soo why not go? im not sure wheather i want to be a teacher or a emt.... wide range i know but i like to help people so i deffinately want to do something related to that.. and i sit here and take out my twisty i start to think about my day and heres how it went
Woke up late rushed around my house and then started my car to let it warm up it started to SMOKE! i sware it was gunna blow up my dad fixed it well soo i think.... i got to school late DAMN IT but not by too much.... a block i was ok i felt wicked tired but all in all i wasnt too upset..b block did a review and i got wicked upset... then lunch time came and i lost it my mom called me to tell me how my grandmother was doing and well let me tell u it wasnt good news she had a H.A and shes not really moving too well and doesnt like to respond to people around her... once i heard that i lost control i cried almost all lunch and im not just taking about little sobs i was crying liek hard.... hannah gave me some words of wisedom... thank u hun i really needed that but from then on my day was just ruined i couldnt leave i had to go to head start and to top it all off there was a rip in my jeans not a bad one and it wasnt even noticeable but it was still there and it pissed me off..... soo now im home staring at the computer listening to ywllow card and something coporate 2 good band..... well i think ive said enough for now maybe ill write more later and update u on what uve missed in my life nothing too excited though!
love always me
*your always in my dreams and forever in my heart*
Im not really sure who accually knows the real me?! I can honestly say that there like 1 person that i tell absolutely everytihng to and 3 others that i tell some... but other then that u people have no idea who i really am? the more im alone which is often these days the more i think...about love life friends and most importantly my future.... ive started to save all my money soo when i graduate i can get out of here i think ive decided to go away for collage i have nothing keeping me here anymore soo why not go? im not sure wheather i want to be a teacher or a emt.... wide range i know but i like to help people so i deffinately want to do something related to that.. and i sit here and take out my twisty i start to think about my day and heres how it went
Woke up late rushed around my house and then started my car to let it warm up it started to SMOKE! i sware it was gunna blow up my dad fixed it well soo i think.... i got to school late DAMN IT but not by too much.... a block i was ok i felt wicked tired but all in all i wasnt too upset..b block did a review and i got wicked upset... then lunch time came and i lost it my mom called me to tell me how my grandmother was doing and well let me tell u it wasnt good news she had a H.A and shes not really moving too well and doesnt like to respond to people around her... once i heard that i lost control i cried almost all lunch and im not just taking about little sobs i was crying liek hard.... hannah gave me some words of wisedom... thank u hun i really needed that but from then on my day was just ruined i couldnt leave i had to go to head start and to top it all off there was a rip in my jeans not a bad one and it wasnt even noticeable but it was still there and it pissed me off..... soo now im home staring at the computer listening to ywllow card and something coporate 2 good band..... well i think ive said enough for now maybe ill write more later and update u on what uve missed in my life nothing too excited though!
love always me
*your always in my dreams and forever in my heart*