Sep 27, 2003 08:43
this is my last Day on earth i hope i lived it well.......to all the people who ever hurt me dont worry youll burn in hell..im sick of all the yelling,the bruises and the fights..im sick of all the beatings and all my lonely nights..im sick of feeling worthless and as if im not alive...so now im jumpin off the deep end "hey look mom watch me dive",,,this is my last night on earth i hope i lived it well...dont worry everybody else i wont see u in hell
im on my way to heaven to see everyone i miss..to say hey hi there and hello and give out a special kiss. im on my way to heaven oh no what will god say? what if it wasnt my time to go, or what did i do wrong today?theres angels all around me so beuatiful and nice to bring me up to heaven to roll the magic dice..did i live my life right did i do ok? if it wasnt my time to go will i get another day ?
But now thats all to late oh no im almost here..i never thought that heaven would bring me soo much fear...Ah finally someone who understands where im commin from....Wow it really god this time man i feel soo dumb..........excusse me mr. god sir?! its angela remember me the girl who tried to kill her self way back in 93? im sorry that it happened again this time i really tried... but no one down there understand and they all think i lied..... if u dont want to keep me here its ok i undertsnda just send me down to hell and ill be on the devils demand... this is my last night on earth i hope i lived it well....dont worry every body else i wont see u in hell............
Angela 9-26-03