school...... fieldhockey........ sleep.........
alrite well i donno when the last time ive update was but it was prob a while ago.......so here goes school started teh other day woooop woooop........... my class's are alright but none that i really love yet and only 2 have potential so i donno.....no really cute boys in my class's either well except for mike walzack but that will never happen were just really good friends and thats fine to me cuz hes awsome...... my little sister went on a rampage and broke 3 of my cd... can u guess what they were.....the ataris..... finch.....and the starting line..... only my 3 favorite cds EVER!!!!!! oh well i guess ill buy knew ones when i gert sum money..... speaking of money.. all the money i saved from work is gone!!!!!! almost $1500 boom down the drain........wanna kno what else is down the drain mine and km friendship.....she was COMPLEATLY out of line last night and she was soo fuckin rude so im glad its over cuz i dont need or deserve for my sopoused "best friend" to EVER talk to me the way she did so u kno what SEE YA WOULDNT WANNA BE YA!! the past 3 weeks have been wicked difficult for me.... i found out that im a slight manic depressant (kinda explains why im soo fucked up i guess)and everything has been going wrong but im not writing this for sypathy even though SOMEPEOPLE think i do im writing this becuase this is MY journal and i can write whatever the hell i want to if u dont wanna read it then dont......i had a really good talk with sum of my friends yesturday i think i needed that more then anything........ im going and i do go through alot for one person believe me or not but im not going to bother letting it effect teh tother people around be anymore so im just gunan hold it all in...... i think that better for everyone.........well all i do latel is sleep go to school go to f.h then sleep so i prob wont be on for a while so leave comments if u want but u dont have to .....
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