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Do you ever get the feeling that someone is too good for you? or too good too you? I mean, i don't spose its possible to be to good, but is it better than deserved? I've never had the feeling that soemone was too good for me. But then again maybe i've never met anyone like this before.
Makes me paranoid i can't keep up. I can't see where the attraction is from the other side.
The fear comes with actually liking someone... i mean, at first you think they are a cool person and all,but when you start actually 'liking' them, you know you can't get out of it without hurt.......its scary.
Its like that old hill theory, except after pushing and pushing to get up the hill suddenly you realise it ain't a hill, but a cliff, and rather than smooth slide down the otherside, its a hard, fast, sudden drop, all the way in.
So back to my first topic, is this worrying me because i've never had it before?? Am i worried i won't be able to find it again?
Ok, i'm taking a line off Sex in the City.
You'll prolly find me doing this alot, haha, loving it. 'When did things stop being fun...and become scary??'
Ok, i have to make a new years resolution (thats new financial year) for work, so i may aswell make one for myself. To treat life more like i did when i was a kid. To not worry so much, and to take risks, and to have fun right up the top of the priority list.
If somethings scary, just jump in and do it.
On another note, i am really enjoying this journal, especially while things are pretty quiet at work. BUT is it helping me to go back into over anylising things? Or is it just helping me gt my head straight? I'm not really sure who i expect to answer these questions!!
Makes me paranoid i can't keep up. I can't see where the attraction is from the other side.
The fear comes with actually liking someone... i mean, at first you think they are a cool person and all,but when you start actually 'liking' them, you know you can't get out of it without hurt.......its scary.
Its like that old hill theory, except after pushing and pushing to get up the hill suddenly you realise it ain't a hill, but a cliff, and rather than smooth slide down the otherside, its a hard, fast, sudden drop, all the way in.
So back to my first topic, is this worrying me because i've never had it before?? Am i worried i won't be able to find it again?
Ok, i'm taking a line off Sex in the City.
You'll prolly find me doing this alot, haha, loving it. 'When did things stop being fun...and become scary??'
Ok, i have to make a new years resolution (thats new financial year) for work, so i may aswell make one for myself. To treat life more like i did when i was a kid. To not worry so much, and to take risks, and to have fun right up the top of the priority list.
If somethings scary, just jump in and do it.
On another note, i am really enjoying this journal, especially while things are pretty quiet at work. BUT is it helping me to go back into over anylising things? Or is it just helping me gt my head straight? I'm not really sure who i expect to answer these questions!!