Sep 14, 2006 18:35
I feel invisible he walks by me every locker breck but walks by and doesnt notice me he doesnt even look hes in only a fue of my classes I like him but i wont tell a soul not after what happend to one of my best friends.And then theirs this other girl he likes but not me he like someone else how ovious..it feels like im not even their I drop my books no one notices me i fall no one helps me up.But I know that I'm amy I must stay stronger then anyone to survive the harsh world,
Like any ordanry girl does she has a crush but what if her likes someone else do I just whatch him go away or bring more atention to my self and me personly i dont like atention its irrating i dont want to be that girl who stands out i want to be me.But that girl he likes is their in the center of the world with a spotlight shinniong bright at her and me in a low dark corner were only the ones who care for you notice your shadow and then walk away when they see your face then they think who's that girl were she from eww look at her clothes ya who cares about that girl shes only a girl in a coroner with no friends but i have friends that stand theit for me when i feel low and sad! W,C,J those are their letters of their first name but i want to say their always happy and normal I want to be like them as normal as it could be happy sad and even mad! but im just someones shadow that they forgot about and theirs the girl who owns it in the spot light i wont give up cause soon or latter she will fall lower then she can amagine.I wish the best for her/or him but i'll soon stand up! As strong as ever and soon they will relise im not a normal shadow im a preble im amy..