Aug 20, 2006 00:53
I dont know if i can stay here... I dont have mommy to pay the rent, I dont have daddy to get me my license back... I have no one to go to when i have nothing... it is harder than i thought to live on my own... it is really shity... i have so much to live on and when that is gone... nothing... Ha... oh well not much i can do... I am looking at a second job now... at the hospitable, doing work in the cafeteria at night so i can make ends meet... witch, means i have no life at all... i will sleep and work... i dont know if i am going to do that but hey, it is better than nothing i guess... the only thing holding me back is... why??... what is the point of this... my whole life has been about struggling to make it to the next day... why make it easy?... why??...........