Crappy day...
So today was a crappy day...Don't know why either...I hate when things change...I like when they stay the same but I know that they can't so I guess I am just going to have to get used to it...Nathan has a boyfriend now...He is a sweetheart, they are cute together...I have been doing a good job of the whole lets pretend that I am the happiest person on earth when deep down inside I'm probably the sadest...So many things are bothering me. Like I miss Bristol Aggie strangly. I wish it was senior year again. No one else seem to miss it. It tears me apart that it tears me apart about losing a friend and it bother that person none the less. And it bothers me even more that everyone know what friends mean to me and don't know that it bothers me. Well I'm going to keep this a short one so not to fill up everyones page with me thoughs...bye bye