Eh...
This might upset some people but hay, if it does then stop reading it when you where getting mad...This is my journal and my feelings are in it...Try to help someone and you feel like the bad person...Can someone tell me how that works out?...Tried to help a friend out and feel like shit....why...I'll tell you why...I know someone is going to get yelled at and it was not that persons fault at all...It was in no way in any shape or form there fault...I don't know what the hell this other person thinks they are going to say to them either...You told something you did and dintn't know I told a bullshit story and I got cought in a big lie?...For some reason that just does not seem right to me at all...O Well it is not for me to figure out...I don't know how this stuation was resolved, it makes no sense to me at all, but it is not up to me, I know that but if you were in my shoes or a few other peoples shoes you would know why I feel like this...I was there all the times things went down...Guess thats why...Or I see it from the out side and have nothing in my way to distort the picture...Because if you knew all the things I and a few others do you would be like wow this makes sense if you put it all together...So all respect for someone in my eyes, has been lost...Maybe they can make it up...maybe they can't, but I have this sick feeling in my stonach.(not a good sign)...And I know that this person did nothing to me this time, but they did it to a close friend and to me it is the same thing...And I know for a fact that me and a few others have done nothing to this person but be good to them...these words came out of their mouth. So anyways I guess you could say I have had better days...Well this one is over for now so bye bye