the third. [voice]

[daddyschewtoy]

Nemu.

I-

[pause.]

There is something wrong with me. I feel...

[pause again, longer this time.]

I don't understand what I feel. But it is worse when I think of you. Stronger. Maybe I should go to the hospital.

[ooc; CURSED, WITH NO IDEA WHAT IS GOING ON. TOO MANY FOREIGN FEEEEELINGS]

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[slighted_stains]

...oh.

I... didn't think you could.

[daddyschewtoy]

You know what's wrong with me, Subaru?

[slighted_stains]

...ask Kamui.

[daddyschewtoy]

I did. He said the hospital won't provide any assistance.

[slighted_stains]

It's... a feeling.

[daddyschewtoy]

Yes.

Does it...have a name?

[slighted_stains]

It's...

Kamui knows. Ask him clearly.

[daddyschewtoy]

I will.

[slighted_stains]

And... don't concern yourself.

[daddyschewtoy]

I'm not concerned. I'm...confused. Humans feel this way all the time. How do they manage?

[slighted_stains]

Some enjoy it.

[daddyschewtoy]

...do you?

[slighted_stains]

Does it matter?

[daddyschewtoy]

I suppose it doesn't.

[slighted_stains]

I do -- sometimes. I don't remember.

There was someone who claimed to never know this feeling. So we are fortunate, because... we are not lonely in that way.

[and maybe every person who commits an evil deed is lonely, after all.]

[daddyschewtoy]

Ah.

To be without love is to be lonely?