Apr 03, 2008 00:17
Daddy is going to stay outside for a while so he doesn't rain in the apartment, okay? ♥
[Private//hackable cause daddy fails at tech]
I can't believe I actually thought she was alive. I was so happy. So much weight, gone, for one whole day. And now its choking me as if all those years haven't even passed. The girls... I don't even know how to apologize for making them go through that. How could I do that to them?
I wish I could visit her grave. To promise to try harder. But wishes aren't going to be granted every day, and this is a wish I never should have made. But who can wake up in the morning and not...
My wife...
I have to be strong for the children.
[ooc: father/son angst/bonding go? Mood reads "cheerful" to all, but people who know him will know something's up.]
misaki,
angsty daddy is angsty,
woes,
my wife is dead,
find a rainbow day,
raincloud,
cursed