Ups and Downs and All Arounds
Today is one of those roller coaster days. Nothing startling really, just waves of different kinds of emotions. Sick of being home with this broken toe. Excited about Ohio Lesbian Festival and working with Cynthia again ( I live for it every year much like MichFest)
One more day then we are on the road to Columbus and it will be good to see friends, have definitely been feeling a bit isolated lately.
Cooked some great food today, have really been into foods that heal body and soul. Feels good to be cooking for folks I love. I think about that a lot lately since my decision to retire from being a Chef. I think it is a good decision, I got to where I hated cooking and food. Now I love it again when I can do it for people I love. Reclaiming that part of myself feels good. Still unsure what I want to do as a career at this point. Have some time to think about it since I am disabled for a bit. Trying hard to trust about money, but having small financial freakouts since being out of work after the accident has really hurt me and having been self employed don't qualify for a lot of state benefits. So, just going to Trust that the Universe will take care of it. God knows she always has.
That's about it for today.
D
One more day then we are on the road to Columbus and it will be good to see friends, have definitely been feeling a bit isolated lately.
Cooked some great food today, have really been into foods that heal body and soul. Feels good to be cooking for folks I love. I think about that a lot lately since my decision to retire from being a Chef. I think it is a good decision, I got to where I hated cooking and food. Now I love it again when I can do it for people I love. Reclaiming that part of myself feels good. Still unsure what I want to do as a career at this point. Have some time to think about it since I am disabled for a bit. Trying hard to trust about money, but having small financial freakouts since being out of work after the accident has really hurt me and having been self employed don't qualify for a lot of state benefits. So, just going to Trust that the Universe will take care of it. God knows she always has.
That's about it for today.
D