the low lows
can i ever get enough sleep? i rode my bike today and now i am all itchy. sitting in my kitchen, my new favourite room googling all i need to know about panic attacks incase one ever jumps out at me again like it did last nite. my trigger is work, that is the worst.
me to myself: "you are going to projectile vomit on that couple." "you are going to pass out onto their table."
best description ever-IMPENDING DOOM. ah, that is so metal, but true to form.
i got some 5-htp and ashwagandha from the vitamin shoppe. then i bought some new shirts at target. i can never resist that place. so i am done watching all the Dexter seasons and need a new fix. no commercials, plz. just gruesome amazing plots and lots of dry humour.
i went five days without a cigarette, but saturday i CAVED ugh. i am back on my game now and have tea tree toothpicks to splinter up my mouth otherwise. i dont know how i am going to manage in Italy for three weeks. i cant even freaking speak the language.
il no mio fumato?
translation: not smoked mine.
yea.. i need to work on that.
Ciao bella.
<3
me to myself: "you are going to projectile vomit on that couple." "you are going to pass out onto their table."
best description ever-IMPENDING DOOM. ah, that is so metal, but true to form.
i got some 5-htp and ashwagandha from the vitamin shoppe. then i bought some new shirts at target. i can never resist that place. so i am done watching all the Dexter seasons and need a new fix. no commercials, plz. just gruesome amazing plots and lots of dry humour.
i went five days without a cigarette, but saturday i CAVED ugh. i am back on my game now and have tea tree toothpicks to splinter up my mouth otherwise. i dont know how i am going to manage in Italy for three weeks. i cant even freaking speak the language.
il no mio fumato?
translation: not smoked mine.
yea.. i need to work on that.
Ciao bella.
<3