whos listening? noone.
Things I'm phazing out of my life:
egomaniacs posing as friends
smoking pot
Dad
lack of creative expression
not having a job
not going to school
I was burnt as hell last night. And I was sitting in my room thinking. Thinking about the lives of my close friends and thinking about what I need to do with my life. I'm slowly taking the reigns and steering the direction I will my life to go. I'm tired of all this drug bullshit. I'm fed up with people who only care about themselves, the actors, who are so insecure they need to charm people, but not care about them in the slightest. that was a run on sentence and I dont care. I've been doing so much thinking. I mean its everyones responsibility to go against those who wish to steer us in directions we're not willing to go. And after this wave of self-absorbed introspection I realised that thinking wont do a goddamned thing. Its actions that make us who we are.
tomorrow should be interesting.
Lucid Screaming Centrifuge:
cancerous waves crackin on the skulls
of dead relatives and aquaintances
their stale speak prevalent on all our lives
criticized and criticized and criticized
demoralised our wary eyes
avert them towards a brighter shore
a place much more pure
Bands got a guitarist. Charlies a fucking crazy drummer. We got a bluesy thrash song in the making. Exciting shit.
egomaniacs posing as friends
smoking pot
Dad
lack of creative expression
not having a job
not going to school
I was burnt as hell last night. And I was sitting in my room thinking. Thinking about the lives of my close friends and thinking about what I need to do with my life. I'm slowly taking the reigns and steering the direction I will my life to go. I'm tired of all this drug bullshit. I'm fed up with people who only care about themselves, the actors, who are so insecure they need to charm people, but not care about them in the slightest. that was a run on sentence and I dont care. I've been doing so much thinking. I mean its everyones responsibility to go against those who wish to steer us in directions we're not willing to go. And after this wave of self-absorbed introspection I realised that thinking wont do a goddamned thing. Its actions that make us who we are.
tomorrow should be interesting.
Lucid Screaming Centrifuge:
cancerous waves crackin on the skulls
of dead relatives and aquaintances
their stale speak prevalent on all our lives
criticized and criticized and criticized
demoralised our wary eyes
avert them towards a brighter shore
a place much more pure
Bands got a guitarist. Charlies a fucking crazy drummer. We got a bluesy thrash song in the making. Exciting shit.