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Ok So tell someone tell me why adult relationships are fun? I am already a week into a relationship and I feel rejected and ignored. I mean seriously how does this happen? I mean sure I keep telling myself that we hung out three times last week. I also keep thinking like everything I do it can become a mistake. WHY?! IDK someone tell me. A its partially because I think that somewhere he's attracted to another girl which I think is just a crazy thought. IDK WHY AM I ACTING SO FUCKING CRAZY?! ITs like OMG why isn't he txting me everyday or omg what if he's flirting with another girl. I think its because he told me that he believes in loving two people at the same time equally or something similiar to that. So everytime I look around I am thinking that I already lost him because he believes that. Is it a self confidence issue?
I mean I know he has two jobs so he is busy and he hasn't given me anything to believe that he's seeing someone else. Idk maybe because he's so hard to read and honestly its driving me FUCKING CRAZY? Like seriously am I going nutty? I don't want to feel like this in a relationship. Maybe its because I was rejected so hard last time with Micah I think its going to happen every time I am with Ash.I think I need to see a shrink.....
I thought women were generally happy at the beginning of a relationship! WHAT THE HELL!
I mean I know he has two jobs so he is busy and he hasn't given me anything to believe that he's seeing someone else. Idk maybe because he's so hard to read and honestly its driving me FUCKING CRAZY? Like seriously am I going nutty? I don't want to feel like this in a relationship. Maybe its because I was rejected so hard last time with Micah I think its going to happen every time I am with Ash.I think I need to see a shrink.....
I thought women were generally happy at the beginning of a relationship! WHAT THE HELL!