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So LJ hasn't deleted my account like I requested so I am going to use it to rant.
So Last night the assistant manager in training to my boss REALLY pissed me off. She called me out for talking to the employees too much. Granted I was talking to Pam at the time but its like REALLY? I was talking to Pam maybe all of 2 mins and it wasn't like I just went over to talk. I went over there after dropping off some clothes because I WAS cleaning my RACK! I mean Jesus it would be one thing to call me out for talking to the employees if my rack wasn't clean and my departments floor was a mess but NO. I HAD TWO FRICKIN RACKS OF CLOTHES PUT AWAY, MY FLOOR WAS CLEAN, THE FRONT WAS RESIZED, and I HAD NO CUSTOMERS! She had mentioned that I was a good employee basically but it still really ticked me off. She was like I heard from Jim the store manager, and security that you were doing this. I was just standing their flabbergasted. I was like security looks at tapes but they clearly don't know the whole story, and I know security well and they ain't even in the room a lot how were they supposed to know whats really going on. And Jim isn't around a lot recently so HOW THE FUCK WOULD HE KNOW! So basically I counted it a illegit call out and lost it. I did not loose it to her but I told my real Boss about it after. Just something about how she talked to me made me REALLY pissed. My boss is understanding. She has three daughters. So she knows how to handle this stuff. She basically said that it was kinda true but Jim hadn't talked to her about it so it wasn't that big of a deal. I was just sitting their like. WTF. Like if he didn't tell Patty why they hell did Mila. The assistant think that it was good for her to talk to me. Probably cause she was FUCKIN bored too. CAUSE RETAIL HAS BEEN SO FUCKING SLOW!.
In Other news I am single again. I am emotional but not like at the beginning of the week. I am really just keeping myself busy and mindless. Trying to experience new things and once in a while thinking about the future. I am lost and confused. Hurt but numb at the same time. I have more motivation now then ever to do things I have never done before and a new side of me has come out. This is good. Its a more dangerous me but I like it. Okay I am done for now. peace
So Last night the assistant manager in training to my boss REALLY pissed me off. She called me out for talking to the employees too much. Granted I was talking to Pam at the time but its like REALLY? I was talking to Pam maybe all of 2 mins and it wasn't like I just went over to talk. I went over there after dropping off some clothes because I WAS cleaning my RACK! I mean Jesus it would be one thing to call me out for talking to the employees if my rack wasn't clean and my departments floor was a mess but NO. I HAD TWO FRICKIN RACKS OF CLOTHES PUT AWAY, MY FLOOR WAS CLEAN, THE FRONT WAS RESIZED, and I HAD NO CUSTOMERS! She had mentioned that I was a good employee basically but it still really ticked me off. She was like I heard from Jim the store manager, and security that you were doing this. I was just standing their flabbergasted. I was like security looks at tapes but they clearly don't know the whole story, and I know security well and they ain't even in the room a lot how were they supposed to know whats really going on. And Jim isn't around a lot recently so HOW THE FUCK WOULD HE KNOW! So basically I counted it a illegit call out and lost it. I did not loose it to her but I told my real Boss about it after. Just something about how she talked to me made me REALLY pissed. My boss is understanding. She has three daughters. So she knows how to handle this stuff. She basically said that it was kinda true but Jim hadn't talked to her about it so it wasn't that big of a deal. I was just sitting their like. WTF. Like if he didn't tell Patty why they hell did Mila. The assistant think that it was good for her to talk to me. Probably cause she was FUCKIN bored too. CAUSE RETAIL HAS BEEN SO FUCKING SLOW!.
In Other news I am single again. I am emotional but not like at the beginning of the week. I am really just keeping myself busy and mindless. Trying to experience new things and once in a while thinking about the future. I am lost and confused. Hurt but numb at the same time. I have more motivation now then ever to do things I have never done before and a new side of me has come out. This is good. Its a more dangerous me but I like it. Okay I am done for now. peace