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The craziness continues.
I bought a new cell phone, a motorola RAZR. I had said phone and loved it dearly for ten days. I washed said phone as it was in my pants pocket and I was so tired that I forgot to take it out. I had to go to two T-Mobile stores to find and buy another RAZR. Meanwhile, I had my sidekick back, but didn't want it anymore. Marissa put her phone on Ebay. It sold, but the person didn't pay. She relisted it, and it sold, and the person paid. She gave me the 150 bucks from the sale, and I gave her my sidekick.
Then I realized that every single one of my phone numbers and such is ON the sidekick still. I call her frantically and ask her to NOT erase the phone book just yet and get those numbers to me somehow. She said she would, and I'm still waiting for those phone numbers and such. Talk about exhausting!
Exhausting. That describes my entire year. I've been out of touch with old friends, out of touch with new friends, and out of touch with myself. It's been one rollercoaster ride after another. I'm not going to make excuses, or beg people to talk to me again. In fact, i joined Facebook last night, and when I saw that some old friends also had Facebook accounts, I thought, what the hell. Let me ask them to be my friends and see what happens.
I am sorry that I got so far away from you all. To be honest, I'm not online that much anymore. I only get on when I'm at work, or when I'm not spending time with my boyfriend Brad or our friends in the little amount of free time that I actually have. My wacky job hours, from three jobs no less, have me so exhausted that I'm sleeping almost as much as spending time with my boyfriend (maybe a few hours a night) and with our friends (usually one night a week, Fridays, for a few hours).
I love my boyfriend, and I love the life we have. But lately, I'm been feeling like something is missing. I realized recently it's my old friends. I love my new friends, don't get me wrong, but I miss having my scaperfriends, and other online friends around. Heck, some of my new friends I haven't talked to in awhile, and I miss them too.
I guess what I'm trying to say is, I'd like to talk to my friends again. You may get a hi from me if I have some way of getting in touch with you. You can answer and we can talk, or not answer and we won't talk. I won't blame you if you don't want to talk to me again. It's not like I've been the greatest friend at all this year. I'll understand if we're not friends anymore. That's only fair.
I do hope to start conversations anew again, though. This year is a waste, friendwise and somewhat lifewise, but I am hoping and praying that next year will be a lot quieter and far less chaotic. I need a year of peace, dammit! Is that too much to ask for?
By the way, I now have a facebook account, as I mentioned above. I'm going to be posting there and here, probably more there, but I don't know yet. If you have one, I'd love to add you as a friend. Please either find me on facebook and add me to your friendslist, or let me know what your username is so I can add yours. Thanks! I love you all!
I bought a new cell phone, a motorola RAZR. I had said phone and loved it dearly for ten days. I washed said phone as it was in my pants pocket and I was so tired that I forgot to take it out. I had to go to two T-Mobile stores to find and buy another RAZR. Meanwhile, I had my sidekick back, but didn't want it anymore. Marissa put her phone on Ebay. It sold, but the person didn't pay. She relisted it, and it sold, and the person paid. She gave me the 150 bucks from the sale, and I gave her my sidekick.
Then I realized that every single one of my phone numbers and such is ON the sidekick still. I call her frantically and ask her to NOT erase the phone book just yet and get those numbers to me somehow. She said she would, and I'm still waiting for those phone numbers and such. Talk about exhausting!
Exhausting. That describes my entire year. I've been out of touch with old friends, out of touch with new friends, and out of touch with myself. It's been one rollercoaster ride after another. I'm not going to make excuses, or beg people to talk to me again. In fact, i joined Facebook last night, and when I saw that some old friends also had Facebook accounts, I thought, what the hell. Let me ask them to be my friends and see what happens.
I am sorry that I got so far away from you all. To be honest, I'm not online that much anymore. I only get on when I'm at work, or when I'm not spending time with my boyfriend Brad or our friends in the little amount of free time that I actually have. My wacky job hours, from three jobs no less, have me so exhausted that I'm sleeping almost as much as spending time with my boyfriend (maybe a few hours a night) and with our friends (usually one night a week, Fridays, for a few hours).
I love my boyfriend, and I love the life we have. But lately, I'm been feeling like something is missing. I realized recently it's my old friends. I love my new friends, don't get me wrong, but I miss having my scaperfriends, and other online friends around. Heck, some of my new friends I haven't talked to in awhile, and I miss them too.
I guess what I'm trying to say is, I'd like to talk to my friends again. You may get a hi from me if I have some way of getting in touch with you. You can answer and we can talk, or not answer and we won't talk. I won't blame you if you don't want to talk to me again. It's not like I've been the greatest friend at all this year. I'll understand if we're not friends anymore. That's only fair.
I do hope to start conversations anew again, though. This year is a waste, friendwise and somewhat lifewise, but I am hoping and praying that next year will be a lot quieter and far less chaotic. I need a year of peace, dammit! Is that too much to ask for?
By the way, I now have a facebook account, as I mentioned above. I'm going to be posting there and here, probably more there, but I don't know yet. If you have one, I'd love to add you as a friend. Please either find me on facebook and add me to your friendslist, or let me know what your username is so I can add yours. Thanks! I love you all!