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Sometimes I just scroll thru the obitchuaries and get envious of the lucky bastards who left this world. Just feel like blowing my fucking head of. If we waste time to die, isnt it just a race to the grave. Why not get there faster. This entry is just more or less a plede for help. PLease, someone take me from reality. Why couldnt my luck and DNA have been better. IM a fat ugly piece of shit destined to be alone for ever. Just maybe if i could go back in time and do sumntin. Every one around me has love, even for a short while. Well, except quinlan. So crappy. Maybe i can OD on shrooms and meet up with a female hobit in fantasy land. We canlive forever in peace. No adventure. Eat and smoke pipeweed. ANd have fury feet. ANd i neve frwould have to see humans again. And i would have someone to love. I have much love ot give, but no one cares to except. Maybe i should use it on mysekf and just save myself.