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Diaries (4/5)
Title: Diaries
Fandom: Hey!Say!JUMP!
Author: dachnayary (Renz)
Pairings: Many to mention
Rating: G
Genre: Drama
Notes: At last I’m back from my break, which is just HELL! And also after sooo long I was able to post this! I missed LJ so much. Sorry for my late update and I hope you all like this chapter although I know it sucks. I’m noob in writing fics and I admit that, for I’m still quite new so I can’t help it. Please don’t kill me if this is not good. Oh well, this is the continuation of my b-day fic for Jen-chan. Hope you all enjoy reading it.
Italicized words are thoughts.
Comments are very much appreciated and I hope we can all be friends even though I’m just a new member.
Disclaimer: I know that I don’t own and I can never own the pairings here in my fic. However in this fic I own them. Hahahaha. Joke only.
June 14, 2008
Two months had passed since each found a new love. But each of them is clueless of each and everyone’s “someone”. Two months had passed since all seems back to normal again. Two months had passed since each was able to get over their previous break-up. However, did they really do? What if suddenly…
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Early that day, Ryutaro called Yabu and asked him to meet with him at a restaurant near the train station. He knew that he needs to apologize for his mistake months ago and he needs to iron things up between the two of them. Actually, he also called Chii to come with him because they need to tell Yabu about “them”. In the same way, Yabu was thinking the same thing. He asked Keito to come with him so that they can explain things to the youngest member of JUMP.
Yabu and Keito was the first to arrive at the meeting place. They are both nervous on how they will explain things and how Ryutaro will react on it. After a few minutes, they both saw Ryutaro from the blurry glass wall of the restaurant heading their way from the overpass; however, they were surprised that he was not alone, for Chii was walking behind him.
As soon as Ryutaro had entered the door of the restaurant, he quickly looked for Yabu, and he was taken aback when he saw Keito with him sitting at the table near the window. Their eyes met and Ryutaro remained stiff not until Chii disrupted him, “Ryutaro are you alright? I thought we’ll be seeing Yabu only, but why is Keito with him?”
Ryutaro snapped as like being disturbed from daydreaming, from what Chii said and asked. He slowly went to the direction of Yabu, Looks like, my nervousness in coming here is just for nothing he thought smiling while Chii followedwith confusion.
As Ryutaro and Chii sat on the chairs there’s like an invisible wall that sprout from the floor that isolated them from the rest of the world. It’s as if they made their own space in the restaurant and the atmosphere seemed like there’s a do or die conversation that’s about to endue. However, all was silent.
So Chii is going out with Ryutaro already “what a young couple”, then that explains the rumors that had been circulating around the juniors from Shintaro. Yabu I just hope….. Keito thought as he worriedly glance at the oldest member at his side whose face was like a blank sheet of paper.
I guess I miscalculated Keito’s charm. I didn’t expect that he’ll be able to help Yabu get over my cuteness. I think this conversation is not that needed. Ryutaro thought as he inhaled preparing to start the conversation when….
“Keito, I didn’t know you eat breakfast here?” Chii asked destroying the silence.
“…………..”
“I guess “these” already explains it” Ryutaro exclaimed trying to suppress his laughter while putting his hand around Chii’s shoulder.
“Yeah and I didn’t expect that our confrontation will be a carefree one” Yabu answered and laughed “I’m glad for the both of you” and with this line stated by Yabu, a sign of relief was sin in the English boy’s face.
“Same here.” Ryutaro replied with a smile “So why don’t we all go to the mall together; we don’t have work anyway” “Hai.” YAbu and Keito agreed.
The two pairs walked out of the restaurant and headed towards the recent mall; Chii walking between Ryutaro and Yabu.
“Why are we going to the mall already? What kind of conversation was that? And what are the three of you smiling at?” Chii demanded while tugging Yabu and Rutaro’s shirt. “You” replied the three in unison. “Ehhhhh!!! What was that all about!?” Chii kept protesting on their way until the two pairs part ways inside the mall.
“Stingy”
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Keito and Yabu were having fun inside the mall: playing arcade, trying on some clothes, eating together and hiding from paparazzi. They were more energetic as usual since the large thorn that had been piercing their heart, especially Yabu’s, for these past few months had been pulled out earlier that morning. It was almost a perfect morning so as they thought until they bumped into Hikaru and Inoo. The four became frozen and as if glued onto the tiles of the mall’s floor; staring a each other, especially Hikaru and Keito whose faces show a tiny bit of a shock.
“Hikaru, I’ll just get us something to eat like french fries or something at the ground floor” Inoo hinted as he walked briskly towards the escalator.
As if given a sign by Inoo’s hint, “Keito I’ll just try on these pants so just wait for me okay?” Yabu excused as he pretendedly examined the pile of pants just a few steps away from Keito and Hikaru.
There was a moment of silence between the two who were left alone. They both understand what the other two meant when they left them; however, they just don’t know what to say. A moment of silence dominated for a short while.
Finally, Hikaru broke the stillness.
“Ano……” Hikaru started while scratching his head like a grade schooler who doesn’t know the answer to the teacher’s math question.
“Gomen” Keito said, surprising Hikaru. “Sorry for not telling you. I know we even haven’t formally broken up yet and here am I dating someone else” Keito confessed bowing his head in front of Hikaru who also did the same. “You don’t have to; I’m at wrong too right? Dating someone else” Hikaru professed as he post a I’m not sure if it’s guilty face that made Keito laughed.
“Nani?” Hikaru asked as if he doesn’t know about the reason. “I’m happy that you’re happy and that you replaced me with someone who is of equal level as me in HSJ” Hikaru bragged as he looked at Yabu who he knows is listening at them “Right, MAMA?”
Yabu got surprised and blushed as he nodded in agreement.
“I’m happy for you and Inoo too.” Keito answered back as if greeting an engaged couple. Hikaru smiled and glanced at the escalator behind him What’s taking Kei sooooo long!
“Why don’t we follow him down, Hikaru” Keito proposed as he noticed the concern in his ex’s face.
“How did you….”
“What am I, your ex, for anyway?” Keito interrupted with a smile, which Hikaru immediately understood.
And the three walked towards the ground floor.
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Meanwhile, as Keito and Hikaru were talking at the second floor, Inoo was lining up to buy two large fries from a stall. He chose barbeque flavor for Hikaru and sour cream for himself. Then he ran hurriedly towards the escalator hoping to catch up with the conversation going at the top floor, only to be disturbed by an unexpected surprise.
Chii and Ryutaro were sitting on a bench happily sharing a vanilla ice cream cone, which made his heart suddenly remember a pain that he thought was already been healed, that he thought he had already forgotten. He suddenly lose grip of the fries, which made a scene and noise loud enough for Chii to hear.
Chii looked at Inoo’s direction that made his eyes widen in shock.
“INOO-KUN” Chii called as he stood from his sit, his face full of guilt.
But Inoo didn’t respond and just turned back and run, tears flowing at his every step.
He ran as fast as he could not knowing where he’s going, not noticing that he had just bumped with Hikaru who called him. He didn’t hear and didn’t mind everything that’s happening around him, he just kept on running. Why am I crying? Why am I running? Where am I going: the questions that ran in his mind as he leaves 3 friends and 2 special people behind, shocked and worried.
Kei do you still have feelings for Chii? Hikaru asked in pain as he glances at Chii who surprisingly was also shedding some tears.
A straight road that six people have been walking through had suddenly split into two. What will each of them take: the left of the past or the right of the present?
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That same day during the afternoon, Dai-chan and Yuto were having a date at an amusement park. They were laughing and shouting at every ride they’ve tried. It was such a fun afternoon not until Dai-chan, doing his famous lip action *I really don’t know what this is*, asked Yuto that they ride the horror train before they go home. Yuto agreed immediately and had been dragged by Dai-chan inside. However, it wasn’t so much fun for Yuto; instead it was nostalgic. It was the exact same ride he and Yama-chan rode before they broke up, only that before was a lot enjoyable since Yama-chan was hugging him all throughout the ride. I shouldn’t have agreed to Dai-chan if I just knew that I would feel this way. I wonder how’s Yama-chan doing? Yuto thought as he post a smile, pretending to be alright in front of Dai-chan, who was enjoying the ride.
And meanwhile just outside the same ride Takaki and Yama-chan is like playing tug-o-war, it’s just that the rope is Yama-chan’s arm.
“Come on, don’t be a scaredy cat! This will be fun” Takaki teased as he pulled Yama-chan harder.
“NOOO!!! You won’t be able to convince me to try that thing” Yama-chan protested as he strived to free himself from Takaki’s tight grip.
“Not just because I love you and you’re afraid of the dark that I would let this extreme fun just pass by. Our date will not be complete without this” Takaki still insisted pulling harder this time.
“Yada!” Yamada shouted This is just like what Yuto and I were doing before we broke up. I wonder how he’s doing. I don’t want to remember it anymore Takaki so gom… But before Yama-chan could finish his thoughts Takaki had already carried him onto his arms, his body resting at his warm body. It took Yama-chan a few seconds before Takaki’s action registered into his mind.
“Takaki, what are you doing! Some paparazzi might see us! Bring me down” Yama-chan exclaimed as his face turn red from embarrassment. “Why would I? Don’t worry paparazzi won’t come in this kind of place” Takaki assured him with a sneaky smile.
Takaki carried Yama-chan to the entrance of the ride happily when they ran through something unexpected. They just bumped with Dai-chan and Yuto who was as shock as they are.
Suddenly, Dai-chan felt something in his chest is in pain and he unwillingly became teary eyed.
Takaki noticed it and “Dai-chan this is….” But before he was able to finish…
“Yuto, let’s go home!” Dai-chan blurted out dragging Yuto with his hand; head slightly tilted down trying to hide the tears.
Did I just made Dai-chan cry again? Tears flowing in his eyes.
Takaki Yama-chan said in his mind. He doesn’t know what else to say or think but he know deep inside his heart he’s nervous.
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That evening, Yuto walked Dai-chan home without saying or asking anything. Something inside of him is restraining him from doing so.
When they arrived at the BEST member’s house they just bid goodbye at each other, but Yuto didn’t really leave. His heart and mind is fighting whether to ring the doorbell to clarify things with his boyfriend about earlier or not. He’s waiting for a sign: the turning on of light in Dai-chan’s room. He waited for two hours outside the gate hoping for Dai-chan but to no avail. He turned his back and left leaving a crying Dai-chan in his room sulking on his bed.
So is this it Dai-chan, could this be Sayonara?
There, that’s the end of chapter 4 I hope you all like it especially you Jen. The last chapters will be posted soon.
Again sorry for my late entry I hope you all forgive me. I know it’s been so long since my break was finish but I was sooo busy so gomen minna-san. =(
And my PC was reformatted so this was supposedly posted earlier but got deleted because of that.