I can't control it!

[dacherryheffer]

Holy Moly! I'm sooo excited!! The day just started and I'm already having the best morning ever! I got up not tired, looking great in my trendy hollister outfit, had some breakfast, went to recitation to take my math quiz but I forgot my calculator so I'm freaking out! Turns out I pulled a 92! Whew-hoo! As I'm walking back I see Beth's car and leave her an encouraging note and then got back to the dorm checked my email to see an opportunity about interning at DISNEY! I could barely control my excitement and applied immediately and there's a metting next Thursday about it! Then I got a text from Beth saying if there was one thing she got out of FSU, it was a great friend like me. That made me feel really good about myself and it shows how something small can mean so much. The only downer about the Disney application was "have you ever been convicted of a felony or a misdeamnor"...greeat but there was a place where you could discuss it if you wanted and of course I did because my situation was unfair and one of those wrong places at the wront time. I mean this is someone who has never had ONE detention, ONE reffereal or a suspension or expulsion. Hope all goes well. The best part is GASTON! He texted me yesterday, "8 more days till we see each other : )" I couldn't control it then either! I'm filled with so much excitement right now that I'm afraid if I should be doing this because I'm afraid something bad will happen and it'll ruin everything. It has before. But I don't want to be like this anymore, I don't want to be afraid when soemthing great happends but I can't help it, that seemed to be the popular trend over summer and a little bit this semester, I don't want to be afraid to be excited anymore but I don't care anymore! Something great has been happening and god dammit I'm going be happy! I won't let this town control my feelings anymore! Fuck Tally! I'm excited and you won't get in the way!

-did I mention October is my FAVORITE month and it's absolutely gorgeous outside??