Dec 19, 2005 10:19
So its 947 in the morning and I haven't really beed to bed yet nor am I all that tired. Whats really going on is that I have the most fucked sllep schedule thanx to finals. Everyother night I would pull and all-nighter, stayin up til about 8ish. So now cause of that i get to stay up til the sun start shining then sleep. But, I actually have stuff to do today; so I guess naptime won't be til the afternoon.
So what's up people. I finally come back and no one is updating their journal??? Am I the last to find out that lj is so last year? Well I looked at my lj and the last update I have is in April. Which isn't really an update to begin with; mostly jus an update to update everyone that i intended to update. So instead of writing down all the things i've done since April I'll just give yall the shortened version.
Summertime - I came out to my mom! It was a totally heart-wrenching experience but it had to be done. And now that she knows im kinda glad i dont have to hide that. I mean we dont talk about it at all, but with both know everything about each other now. YaaaaaaaaaaY!!! Shortly after that my friend fixed me up with my first real searious bf. It was so fun and we went out for a total of two months. Which seems like a lot to me. Everything was great in the beginning, but then things go serious, wait... no, not things... he got serious! With serious talks and serious conversations. I was quickly loosing my patience. I want a guy that'll make me laugh, someone that I can talk on the phone with and have a conversation about nothing at all, someone that is all around funness! And besides he didn't put out. I dont mean to sound shallow but if im paying for everything and initiating everything, I should get something in return... How much something is up to him, but it should still be something. Im a young adult with raging hormones that need to be met! So that summer I find out that a good portion of my friends in high school are actually gay. And we hang out and do fun stuff and its great! Loving life sooooo much! If I had to sum it up I had a great summer.
Then school starts... And im best friends with this girl Joanne (Jo for short). Best of all we live right next to each other. So we get to walk to class together, is she's ever ready on time. Eat together, is she gets out of class together. Also, we're both executive board members of a club we're in called ERRSA = Embry-Riddle Resident Student Association. We do stuff for on-campus residents and its alot of fun. Its really time consuming as well but mainly its alot of fun.
So thats pretty much the highlights from then to now. Finished my pilot course, but dont have the license yet. Realizing that I should be doing good in school so now on a personal vendetta not to be stupid. And besides most of the AeroSci classes are actually fun. I know the engineers cant say the same but thats what i think. What else... Most of all I miss my friends from Doolittle 2nd North. We were soo awesome together!!! And i really really really really wish we could be awesome again! encore Encore ENCORE!!! Oh, and did ya hear? TJ, cute lil TJ is all grown up. He's confident about his sexuality, has his own political views, and has a very steady boyfriend; an ethnic boyfriend. When I found all this out I was soooooo happy. I couldn't but help feel that I had a big role in his development to the person he is today. I mean sure his parents made him but that was the easy part. What me and elena did for that freshman year... now that was the difficult part... well except for the Soccer practice allll over Michelle's bed. hehe. But when i see him walk away with his bf side-by-side I feel like the proudest Mo ever!
Well i dont wanna bore yall to death... if anyone is reading this... So i'll jus include the rest a ll later. And rest includes all the drama that alll my friends have and dump on me. I dont have any drama I've my own but I seem to attract those that like to carry baggage. Just to let you know th baggage is very fashionable, but still is baggage all the same.
Luv ya lots,
~Me