Jun 29, 2005 20:58
well since the last time i updated, i got fired from my job at John's Lumber and cuz of that my life has done a big 360
i just feel numb any more, to any thing, its like, i love Kat with all my heart, but i just have this feeling that i feel inside, that i can't identify that makes me feel empty 24/7, and it didnt help that the Pistons lost to some FAGGOTS.
n e who - i decided to give up school and pursue a career in music production, yes im goin to be the next Dre, lol, i've been gettin good with production and what not
on a good note me and Kari have been gettin back closer like we use to be, i went to her grad. party, it was pretty cool, specialy when Mickey showed up. oh and me and her brother kicked ass in Euchre (sp)
i got my license, yahooooo
but other than that i jus feel empty inside, i'd love to have an unbiased person to talk to, so if that means i need therapy then so be it
we all need it at some point or another in our fucked up lives..
i jus feel like there is more out there that i am missing out on, and i feel like i jus wanna burst outta this dull life but i can't for some reason
idk but any ways, ill update later..
peace